Friday, September 30, 2005

Saying Sorry...

Why do you keep on saying sorry to me? What are you apologising for?? Sorry for not accommpanying me for this entire week? Sorry for not talking to me this entire week? Sorry for not smsing me this entire week? Sorry for not being there for me or not showing enough care and concern for me?? Sorry for not spending enough time with me?? Sorry for not meeting me at all..?? Sorry for not having anything to say to me??? Sorry becoz you feel guilty for whatever you have said in Bintan?? Sorry that you finally decide you still prefer your ex in your life?? Sorry because you know you have hurt me?? Sorry because you feel funni around me, not knowing what to say and what is the status quo of this relationship?? Are we frenz, close frenz or what?? I can feel that funni feeling whenever u speak to me over the MSN or phone...? It is like U want to keep a distance between us and you dunno what to say to me... but yet you still want to be there for me to care about me as a frenz I know... u apologize when u are going for kopi with ur bro.. u apologize again when I am logging off yesterday to go to sleep... there is that period of awkard silence when u nv replied to whatever I have said... are u thinking or u dunno what to say??
why can't we go back to the past? I thought we are comfortable with each other then... I dun wan anything more.... I rather keep u as a frenz then lose a gd frenz like U.... that is why I say U dun need to say sorry to me.... I am alright...really....