I realise myself getting more and more moody day by day.. frenz around me say I lack of love... fucking hell who need that? I dun even have enough time for myself and family dun say a relationship for love... I dun even have enough time for myself to sleep... I dun even have enough time to sit down for a proper dinner with my family and go swimming or KTV with my mum... except for today.. because at 6.30pm sharp I stopped everything that I am doing, packed my stuffs and came back home.. although knowing at the back of my brain that I have tons of things undone... for me to continue on tomolo.. but what to do.. MUM say die die must reach hme before 7.30pm today for dinner because it has been a long time since I have dinner at home with the whole family together on the same table..
But I am lagging way behind the deadline.. got another 11 days to go and I still got another 2000+ students' names to check and register them for the upcoming examination... I can't believe I only checked less than 100 students today.. only part time students for diploma... crap.. considering that I sat in front of the computer the entire day today from 8.30 to 6.30pm only leaving it for a few 5min toilet break.. arghh I am in deep shit.. but nvm.. I wun bloody give up until the last min.. but I bet I got to work through Sat and Sun liao lo.. haha... to think that MUM say dun ever dare to bring work home.. haha..
I am jealous to see my collegues happily in love.. I really dun understand how did they manage to do so... maintain a relationship with bf, family and yet still have time for themselves... but one thing I know they always leave on time no matter have or dun have work.. haha I can nv do that... one of my frenz just found a gf.. I am happy for him of coz considering that someone want him as their bf.. but on the other hand.. upset... what to do
