Ok.. after calming down.. and talking out things... feel better liao.. just too angry and agitated just now.. haha...
Woke up today at 9am to prepare breakfast for my daddy and mummy... my daddy was very surprised to see me walk out of my room at 9am in the morning.. usually you won't get to see my face before 11am in the morning on my rest day.. Haha.. anyway went to Cold Storage yesterday to buy all the stuffs needed to prepare a typical Aussie breakfast with scrambled eggs, garlic bread, sausages, bacons, honey baked ham and grilled tomatoes today and I make pineapple cheese toast.. Nice... haha.. last time in Australia at Gold Coast I can always manage to wake up early in the morning for the Aussie breakfast I have no idea why... my Favourite until now.. yummy.. but in SG I rather cook it myself then to go out early to the foodcourt or coffee shop and eat out although they do sell it somewhere... anyway my family seldom get to see me cook.. haha.. I usually just cook things I want and love to eat.. and when my cravings come to the better of me.. then no choice I will decide to step into the kitchen and whip up those dishes like celery pasta, korean bbq meat and cabbage rolls.. haha.. ppl usually dunno I can cook.. unless those people who stay with me in Aussie before.. haha.. anyway I am going out later to get some National funpacks that I won.. Haha.. I have no idea what it is.. but anyway it is not the national day tickets which my mum wanted.. haha... starting work tomolo.. sianz...
Anyway I saw a news article today on this crippled guy who participated in various disabled sports around the world for charity purposes... I cried... I suddenly feel so inferior to him.. he is disabled yet he went on to prove to people that he still can do many things in life which ppl thought he can't do.. he still manage to remain positive in his life... he never give up on himself before... He started out as a normal child but an illness caused him to be disabled for life.. his parents wanted him to be like any normal child.. try to get him to normal school.. they sent him to a kindergarden but he got bullied by other kids and trying to stand up for himself only manage to get him kicked out of the school.. went to primary school.. his sis and mum got to carry him around in school and he got laughed by the kids in school too but he continue to prove himself through his results and continued on to university... when I came out from the operation and hospital after one month.. I faced the same situation in primary school especially when my mum walked around with me to and from school, from classes to classes carrying my bag for me.. I got bullied by my school mates... the entire school treat me like an alien. Luckily for me things got better from Primary 6 onwards..
This guy can't use his legs but he know how to swim... and to think that I have legs to swim but I don't want to learn swimming all along because I don't dare to wear a swimsuit which show my deformed body figure...I am scared of how ppl around the swimming pool will look at me.. how silly... and useless of me... anyway I am even more determined to learn swimming now... no matter how much water I swallow in the process... Haha.. I can swim half the pool now... haha... yippess... after learning how to swim, one day I am going to climb to the base camp of Nepal Mt Everest. I know I wun have the ability to climb to the tip of Mt Everest and I don't dare to risk my life in doing so... as much as I love to... Base camp is good enough... I think some frenz who know my adventurous side of me will know my Mt Everest base camp dream and how much I love mountain hiking and trekking...simply love rough terrain... haha
