My Childhood Photos

Baby Christina
 
Look at me!! Chubby, Fat and Grumpy Looking... hahaha.. i looked back at all my baby photos... none of which i have a baby little smile with... I am a grumpy unfriendly baby.. hahaha

Favourite Past-time
 
I love playing with the phone when I am young.. hehehe... always see me by the phone... always see me holding onto the phone... i am bascially one of those idiots who anyhow press a number on the phone pad and say hello... still get such prank calls until now... anyway that explained why my parents always get a expensive phone bill and a long list of overseas numbers they have no idea about...

Cutie Pie
 
My parents used to bring me out alot... hehehe... this photo was taken during a trip to the Botanic Gardens.. hehehe.. running around like crazy on my baby feets... tripping over so many times I remember.. but anyway outings was fun..!!! Hahaha... dun you think i look cute??

Favourite Pose
  
Dun ask me why but yah.. this was my favourite pose... i have no idea why i like taking photos with my mouth wide open.. hehehe.. i have a series of photos like that... maybe last time the "peace" symbol is not that trendy as compared to the "tiger roar"

Me and My Cute Little Brother..
 
Yah.. this is my younger brother when he is super young.. cute? Haha.. so fat... hahahahaha.. he will kill me if he see this..

5 Years Old
 
How do I know that?? Duhz.. my birthday cake is a big 5!! Haha.. i had the same pattern of cakes all the way till I was about 6 or 7 years old.. they are huge...never have trouble finding places to sink my candles into... hahaha..

6 Years old
 
Did you notice my hair band? The big red feather furry stuffs on two sides... hahaha... gosh.. anyway this photo was taken at my grandparents place at Batu Pahat.. hehehe.. held together with my Fourth Auntie wedding...double happiness!!! hehehe

Ah-Lian Christina
  
Ok I skipped a period.. anyway I didnt change much also... and dunno why I didnt take much photos when I was in Primary School... after Primary 4... nothing is memorable in school... school sucks and I hate school... everyone despise me... so nehz not a big deal.. anyway I went to secondary school and I messed with the wrong crowd.. so i kinda of become a little ah lian.. hehehe... bright blue jacket and super high heels.. i have no idea how i managed to walk around Marina Square with that high heels especially..

Ah Lian to a Good Gal
 
Ok funni.. i was an ah lian for about 2 yrs.. and closer to secondary 4 i changed... to become a good gal.. more becoz of the influence from my two best gal frenz Xiang Ling and Sui Hui ba... hehehe and of coz sports.. hehehe.. look kuai right?? hehe

Working Part Time
 
After Sec 4, i worked part time at a Thai Restaurant and this was my uniform.. hehehe... it is basically just a tank top with a sari pinned around it... look nice?? I liked it alot last time even though it is really hard to wear at the beginning.. trying to pin it behind without anyone help is a tough one to learn..

Me & My Family with My Grandparents
 
I think last year we went back to my grandparents place in Batu Pahat and took a family photo... this is it...

Studio makeover
 
Ok last one.. I am real tired eh.. hehehehe.... yah can't remember was it last year or this year but we went to a studio to do a professional album with makeover... and this was the result.. ignore the rest concentrate on me.. do I look different with a thick layer of makeup on? Hahhahaa...

Pretty vs Ugly

i know i just blogged... but i just went to look at Dawn Yang's blog who is btw one of my links... and i swear i need to blog again.....

she looks so DIFFERENT comparing now and when she was in secondary school lo (btw oh yah she posted pictures of her when she was in secondary school).... pls la.. it is so damn obvious... i remember hearing something about her having plastic surgery and stuffs... and now i am thinking to myself... so this is what you can do when you have MONEY!!!

with money you can have plastic surgery... with money you can have good branded makeup kits (which certainly wun give me rashes like my lousy unbranded makeup kit when you apply a thick layer of makeup to your face everyday)and of coz good branded makeup remover is certainly a must... ok.. morale of the story is when you have money you can surely look as pretty and as beautiful as you want to be...

damnz.... talking abt the world being unfair...

P/S: after looking at her blog, i went and looked through all my pictures in my com.. shit man i think i really look pathetic... maybe i shld really heed my dar dar's advice and start putting in some bloody hell effort on makeup and appearance.. if not i seriously cannot understand why pretty and vain yet dumb bimbos like F are always so popular with guys and they always get all the attentions wherever they go... they have no brains.. what the fuck do they have other than looks??

God pls... let me strike TOTO for once... big one... and i gurantee you i will walk into a makeup shop like Bobbi Brown and spend more than 500bucks buying every single thing the salesperson offers to me.... I make sure my dressing table collapse with the entire bulk load of makeups, toners, moisturizers, cleansers, masks, scrubs, whitening lotions, makeup removers etc etc i can get my hands on... and I make sure i have a facial appt every single weekend... i will go for slimming appts, i will go to the dentist, i will go for plastic surgery.. do up my face especially my boobs!!... i buy a entire new wardrode full of clothes... and i make sure noone ever recognise me to be Christina Chua in secondary school!!

yah.. that is if one day the ugly duckling strikes TOTO

EEyore collection so far

I promised Nic to post pictures of my EEyore collection.. so here you go everyone... welcome to my ever-increasing EEyore collection!!!

EEyore Corner Ball
 
This is the corner ball I was speaking about in my previous post... hehehehe

EEyore Mini Figurines
 
Also I mentioned about this mini EEyore figurine sitting on top of my darling's TV... away from the mini figurine family...now living at my place in front of my monitor screen

EEyore Photo Frame 1
 

EEyore Photo Frame 2
  

EEyore Lookalike

We brought two of the same EEyore.. supposed to be one at his place and one at my place but they just can't be seperated..hehe so now both of them are sitting right on top of his sofa... as a pair of EEyore twins..

EEyore Brothers

Hehe... the smaller EEyore was darlingz's first gift to me... the pioneer of the pioneer!! most senior of them all.. hehehe... at first it was staying over at my place.. but now it has shifted to darlingz's bed instead.. and the big one is with me... hehehe... the big EEyore is huge!!! one of the biggest soft toys I have now... hehehe... we brought it at Suntec and we managed to squeeze it into darlingz bikebox and brought it all the way back to Woodlands.. hahaha... imagine the size of it

New CDs...

I brought a new album today.. Piano Spa 2

 

It has been a long time since I brought a CD album.. not that i downloaded them all but I just dun think there are any albums worth spending money on to collect dust...the last album I brought "BossaNova" was like one year ago..

 

But these two albums are really good... their music are beautiful.. even though not many may agree seriously... hehehe... and I would say not many people appreciate such boring music thou.. make some feel sleepy... make some feel bored...

make me feel damn relaxing thou.. hehe.. sometimes it is just pure enjoyment to lie in bed, read a good book, enjoy some peaceful moments with some nice smoothing music in the background.. woo hoo.. life is good

Mini Figurines...

recently me and darling got a new hobby... hehehe..

we are starting a collection of mini figurines and tumblers... mainly from the Winne the Pooh series especially EEyore!!! I think we both love EEyore so much.. it has become a habit each month to buy something EEyore related for each other... hehehe... EEyore soft toys.. EEyore photo frames... EEyore tumblers.. Recently we even brought a EEyore corner ball.. u know one of those that u stick at a sharp corner of the table to prevent knocking ur leg against it and injuring yourself?? Yah.. i know... anyway we got that sitting at a corner of the coffee table which he used as a computer table now...

last Sat night we went out and brought two more!!! the two mini tumblers you see in the middle of the picture below are the two new members of the family... i got the mickey mouse one long ago... a few years back i think.. the first of the family.. then Darling got me the Tigger one last year... i got a EEyore one too but it is currently sitting on top of darling TV and not with me.. hehehe...

 

Let's give a warm welcome to our two new members of the family.... hehehe * claps claps * 

New Haircut

Haha.. i have a surprise for everyone.... especially for those frenz who haven't seen me for a very very long time... or frenz who have known me for a very long time...

dum dum me got a new haircut... everyone must be thinking "aiyah.. new haircut ma.. nothing much.. Chris always get new haircut"... previously my most extreme haircut was as shown below... really short like a tomboy...not very sure if everyone of you manage to see that thou..

  

now look at my new hairdo below..!!



Stunned? Surprised? Haha... how do i look?? Hmm.. got different comments so far.. my parents think i look silly with this hairstyle.. my bro think i trying to act cute at my age... darling think i look dum dum... my colleague Alan thought i just gave myself a cheap haircut using a coconut shell... some other colleagues think i look not too bad... hehehe... so ppl reading my blog.. any comments??

on sat when i first got that haircut.. i seriously think i look dumb... hahaha.. but after 2 - 3 days ok la.. actually i dun look too bad.. quite like it leh... gd change i guess... a very different me... hehehe..

Sleepless Night Again..

oh my goodness.. another sleepless night tonight...

twice in a row.. i think the panda black eye rings are seriously forming themselves around my eyes....

jialat. need facial, need cucumber and tomatoes to the rescue....

Company Gathering at Little Bali

Went to work as per normal. The day started with a scissor paper stone game with Nic for a cup of coffee.. hahaa.. ok it is a long story.. but in short there is only one packet of coffee left in the office... so it just happen that me and Nic we are in need of a coffee to start off the day.. so when we realised that there is only one packet of coffee left for one of us.. Nic insisted that I have the coffee and I insisted that he has it.. and so in the end I decided to use the game as a mean of deciding the final winner.. hahaha... nice one lo.. created some laughter in the office.. next we went for a lesson with Adam on the shipping & bunkering industry... I mean yah i do know something abt the industry after working there for so long but i just wanna to learn more... so i thought it was a gd chance for me to learn some new knowledge about the various classifications of trade, tankers, ships and operators... good lesson learned from a experienced director of ours.. then me and Ling Ling went for an early lunch as we need to run some errands.. came back and worked as per normal..

Around 7.. me, Ling Ling and Hong Liang left for Little Bali (for anyone interested in finding out more about this chilling out place.. the website is www.littlebali.com) we went there for a company gathering.. mainly organised to welcome Adam and our two new colleagues.. never been to that place before even though i did hear about it a couple times.. anyway supposed to be there for drinks but i insisted on not drinking together with Ling Ling.. i will not get myself into the situation of getting drunk and having itchy rashes all over my body... so i ended up going for a mocktail with the nice name of Sunrise.. which tasted very much like orange juice.. not very nice but not that bad la.. hehe.. then we ordered food.. very difficult meal.. the table we sat at was very small so all of us have to hold on to our plate individually.. but it is overall ok... then the chit chat session starts..

as the night dragged on, it became a little boring for me thou... can't believe i used to love such places, love chionging, love alcohol.. now all these has become a boredom for me really.. dunno what cause the change in me but yah.. i am surprised at it myself... i wasnt even interested in going at first.. just wanna to go home straight after work and nua at home.. but forced to make the trip down for entertainment purposes.. but yah i got to tag along la.. no matter what.. so there I was..

Nic and Adam both got a cigar.. actually i wanted to try... but the cigar smell really strong and i wasn't sure if i will like it or not... and i wasnt even sure if i will be able to smoke it properly without choking on it and making a fool out of myself... so considering all the pros and cons of the situation i decided to give up on the idea and for a bit i hate myself for it.. hahaha.. but never mind.. i believe i will get over it sooner or later.. then Faith order shishah..(look at the picture below)




it look really cool loh.. i saw someone smoking that in a nearby area when we first arrived at the pub so i was really curious about how the whole thing work really.. hahaha.. so when it came, all of us except for Ling Ling gave it a try.. which means I gave it a try too.. frankly speaking i didnt thought it was anything serious until when i came back to Woodlands and told my darling about it then he told me it was actually tobaco.. stupid me ... anyway i went ahead to try it.. didnt like it at all becoz all it does is make me sick.. yucks.. the fruity taste just infuse in ur mouth and you breathe out the smoke and that's it.. it doesn't do anything at all.. simply meaningless lo.. i sweared i will never try it again... once and that's it..

very relieved that the entire thing came to a end around 11+.. can't wait to go back home man.. hahha.. so me and Ling Ling.. we rushed onto a cab back home... went to meet my darling who drove me home from his place... hehehehe.. very glad that he is able to drive now.. even though it is a short distance.. at least it shows that his leg is recovering.. thank god..

Mushy Poem

aiyoyo.. i just saw this very very very mushy poem on my frenz's gf friendster testimonial... *choke choke*.. hahaha...

i would NEVER believe it came out from his stinking mouth... hahaha... i tell you he is the most horrible guyfrenz anyone can ever have.. his mouth stinks.. there is absolutely nothing good with anything that comes out of his mouth.. hahaha.. if ever you hear something good and true from his heart.. always remember to frame it deep... becoz that moment wun last... hahaha

but he wrote a damn sweet poem to his gf... kaos... hahahaha.. what is this world becoming to?? Haha.. Square?? ok la.. he did tell me a few of the things that he want to do with his loved one.. sound very pathetic but sweet la i have to admit... and he was sweet to bring me to MT Faber.. knowing that I have never been there before in my life... hahaha

ops... have I disclose his identity? hahahaha

Difficulties of a cab driver in Singapore

just got back from my darling place... took a cab back from his place....

was talking to the cab driver throughout the journey even though it is just a short distance away... (only costs me $3 to reach home from his place).. hahaha...

the uncle (quite handsome btw) was complaining that business was very hard recently... he pointed out that there are now so many empty cabs around... everyone is fighting for a share of the pie... and the big problem is the pie is decreasing with more supply than demand... and he mentioned that the rise in cab fare seems to have result in the further decrease of the number of people taking cabs.. at first i thought cannot be what... it is only a 10cents increase.. i dun see much of a difference but maybe that is becoz i only take cabs when neccessary... and not very often.. hahaha... maybe someone else think differently.. or maybe becoz i only travelled short distances.. not long distances which is more expensive.. maybe that is when i will feel the heartpain from the increase in 10cent

but indeed i did notice the increase of empty cabs recently... last time i dun take cabs very often and whenever during the peak period of 8 - 9 when i need a cab i can't find one.. i always need to call for a cab despite where i am... things are usually worse around ulu HDB areas like Woodlands.. however recently cabs has become my common mode of transportation when i travelled between my darling place and my place, ... due to the lateness of the night and the dangers luking around my area... (lots of foreign workers drunk at night.. u never know what they can do)... and everytime i walked to the main road, i am able to get a can within 5 mins of waiting... hahahaha... at first i thought i am simply lucky... until today the cab uncle pointed out to me how many empty cabs drove past us during the entire journey.. and we counted more than 10 cabs within that short distance... wowow....

i asked for uncle to stop me by the main road instead of driving through all the bends, turns and corners to my block.. and he gave the brief comment that "haha.. you know woodlands very hard to get people hor" hahaha.. i think he maybe misunderstood my intention of being nice so that he can turn around and source for more people waiting for cabs by the roadside... i dunno... anyway that uncle was nice...

so i say.. no matter which line you are in... there are bound to be problems... cab drivers have their own difficulties of not earning enough.. office people have their own office politics to guard against everyday... politicions have no privacy and word of freedom in their life... sad case

Dramatic Week

next week i will have 2 more new colleagues in the office... plus Adam is flying down from London to train them.. wow.. the office is becoming more and more noisy... i think it has reached the point when i just want to stay away from all other affairs not related to mine.. becoz there are just too much going on.. and i can't take in all of them on my shoulders and in my brain..

so and so i am planning for a trip to Tanjung Pinang in Indonesia... to a water chalet in the middle of nowhere... reason for going there is just to bore myself to ultimate boredom.. hehe.. sound toopidz but yah it is true... sometimes u just need some fresh air to get away from the busy life of Singapore and clear your mind / brain.. and of coz refresh yourself.. so yah.. i am really interested in this trip and no matter what the lady said abt how poorly equiped the chalet is for normal singapore expectations, i think i am alright with it.. anyway i grew up in the kampong of Msia.. i believe nothing can be worst.. hahaha.. and the pictures of the sea and sunset look fantastic.. i must go..

just came back from my darling place... poor thing.. since his accident he haven't been able to walk much as the right leg is horribly swollen around the ankle due to some broken and chipped bones... so other than going to the bike shop, police station and insurance agents, he haven't been moving around Singapore.. i think for him being able to step out of the house now is such a relief.. so for the past 3 weekends, i have to go over to his place to accompany him.. no complaints though.. but i think he is just bored being cropped at home for so long... not being able to go out and eat the various food he loves..

spent the entire morning and afternoon watching TV and surfing the net... then around evening time, a group of his secondary frenz Junxian, Ah Xiong, Wenliang, Ah Boon came over to his place to accompany him for drinks (usually they will meet up at some kopitiam but becoz this time he can't move, they shifted the meeting place to his house).. hehe... i think he is very happie to have them there to accompany him... and i am very happie for him tooo.. to be able to drink with his frenz.. and meet up with them for a chit chat.. hehe

FINAL THEORY TEST

hehehe.. i am on my way to the next step of owning a car... i brought my advance theory of driving booklet today and i booked my final theory test date as shown below..





hehehe... decided that for someone like me who knows nuts about cars.. it is better to do some reading up before actually driving a car myself.. hehehe.. so here we go.. let hope i will pass this one too.. then i will only have the final obstacle to cross.. hehehehe practical driving test... hehehe

suddenly i am confident again.. hahahah... before passing the basic theory i was so depressed and stressed.. hahahaha.. thinking i will nv pass.. now is a different story... chiong ah!!!!!

I PASSED!!!

I PASSED MY BASIC THEORY TEST!!!!!!!!!

Evidence shown as below


hahaha... YIPPESS......

u have no idea how happie i am.. i am grinning and smiling and laughing all the way back to office.. there is this huge grin by the side of my mouth that i tried very hard to cover.. hahahaha...

but the moment i saw the "PASSED" word on my computer monitor screen... i almost wanted to scream and shout YES.. hahaha.. the moment i stepped out of the driving centre, i can't wait to call my darling who is still sleeping to tell him that I passed... i thought he will be seriously happie to hear that.. but haha.. i woke him up in the middle of his sleep... so he still a bit blur blur... hahaha... just mumbled good lo... anyway. ya ultimately is I passed.. i am on my way to my driving lessons and final theory and hopefully a driving license of my own... hahaha...

i still can't believe i passed.. hahaha... the satisfaction is so much more than passing any exams in uni i think.... what is 50 MCQ questions.. chicken feet... hahaha.. wait for my final theory test before i start to panic again.. hahaha

hey come to think of it hor... i am already 24 yrs... most of my frenz around me have a class 3 driving license... my darling got class 2, class 2A, class 3 & class 4 and i am already so happie passing my basic theory... easily contented gal.. hahaha

BASIC THEORY TEST

the only test that scares the shit out of me...
seriously...

i thought i have seen worse in university life... 3 or 4 long essay questions to be answered with a short period of 2 hours... having to prepare for exams with a textbook that is 300 to 400 pages thick and a stack of lecture notes totally covered with text.. to have MCQ during any tests or exams in poly or uni was such a relief...

but but Basic theory test is really my dead point... i failed it so many times i got scared of it.... and now i got to take it again... arghhhh... i can't believe i am scared of a test consisting of 50M MCQ questions... what the f***....

wish me luck guys.. although i believe i will bring more bad news than gd news tomolo... this is one test i am doomed to fail always...

EVENTFUL WEEK...

the past week had been a rather eventful week for me.. so pls forgive me for not posting on my blog.. i just simply didnt have the mood neither do i have the time...

22th July will be a day i will always remember... i was out having lunch with Xiang Ling while waiting for my darling to go off work... he called me when we are at Swensen to tell me that he is already off work but going to the bike shop first to change his brake hoses... sounded like any normal saturday as usual when he will pop by the bike shop to change some parts or do some shopping before coming back to woodlands to pick me up.. so me and Xiang Ling went window shopping... when i received his call, i thought he already reached woodlands.. when i heard the sentence "dear i got an accident".. i sweared i thought it was a joke... but realising that my dear will nv joke abt such things... i asked him how was him? I feel so helpless.. i dunno what to do... my mind just went blank and all i can say was to ask him where is he, how is he feeling and whether he called ah xiong already.. i know ah xiong will rush down immediately while i can't... later ah xiong called him and he hanged up with me..

i was walking around causeway point with Ling still but i totally have no mood for shopping... i just keep on thinking and consoling myself that if he can call me still, he shld be alright... he told me his leg is very painful but there is no blood so it shld be ok.. at least he is conscious... then the thoughts shifted to the bike.. oh no.. i really love the bike... and it is going to cost alot to repair it... then i shaked myself.. what the hell.. as long as he is alright.. who cares abt the bike... as long as he is fine... i knew something like that might happen someday.. but i nv thought it will really happen.. a little bit of denial.. then i thought.. thanks god i am not with him... if not things might have been worse... and he will be damn worried abt me... then i thought what should i do... thoughts are just running through my mind as i walked endlessly aimlessly around causeway point..

then darling called me to tell me that he is in an ambulance going to Tan Tock Seng... immediately i rushed down to the cab stand to get a cab there... I think i got Xiang Ling a little bit worried then... thanks for her support anyway.. she accompanied me to the taxi stand and keep on telling me that he shld be ok... reached Tan Tock Seng A&E dept.. toopidz hospital conducting SARS check.. i got pushed here and there... considering that i have never stepped into that dept and i seriously dunno what is going on and where to look for my darling... i got into a panic.. the nurses took my temperature, passed me a paper with my temperature written on top (crazy fools.. tell me what is that piece of paper for? to show everyone i see?.. dumb).. i tried to barge my way through and the security guard at the entrance to the clinic told me i couldnt go into the clinic yet... need to register before they will check for me where is him... pissed.... went to the counter, registered and bumped into his parents... i think for a moment they are relieved to see i am ok.. and not with him at the accident.. then the nurse at the counter passed us a sticker.. and said only one person can go.. so of coz the dad got to go.. so i sat outside waiting...

darling was so pathetic.. he called me and asked me where am i.. i told him i am stuck outside the clinic.. can't go in.. heard from him and his dad abt how bad his leg was... chatted with his mum and AhXiong who I met up with while we are waiting outside... anyway we waited in the hospital till 6+ before i saw him for the first time...so relieved to see him.... but i think ultimately i am glad my darling is safe and ok... need to go Guanyin Temple to pray pray... thank you for keeping him safe and sound...

I WISH I AM DEAD....

today for the very first time in my entire life, i wish to die... to end my life once and for all.. not that i do not have the courage to live on... but becoz life is really meaningless... i am a failure... i am born a failure.. i am only in this world to repay the debts of my previous life.... the debts that i have owned to so many others...

today for the first time in my life.. i wish death is the ending to all my misery....i want you to bear this guilt for the rest of ur life..........

15TH & 16TH JULY 2006

Me and darling woke up at 8am.. can u believe it? Haha.. supposed to make a bike trip into Malacca for a 2 days 1 night trip.. but in the end backed out last min due to safety reasons... realised it is not very safe to go in alone (just our bike alone) even though we already have everything (full face helmets and armour jackets) ready. Soo since we are already wide awake.. we decided to go into JB to pump petrol... came back to my house to pick up my passports... then rided straight to Tuas second link... checkpoint all clear.. woo hoo.. hahaha... went to the petrol kiosk.. pumped petrol... get some beverages while we finished our smokes... then came back to SG... went to somewhere near Little India to eat mee as we want to go bike shop to look for a flip up helmet for me...my lousy cheapo helmet spoilt again.. haha.. in the end.. we managed to find a cheaper alternative.. hahaha.. instead of spending $150 for a flip up helmet.. we spent $6 to replace the plastic board that is spoilt on my helmet.. hahaha... my darling is so clever...

After fixing my helmet.. we decided to ride to Marina South to check out the new pier built in replacement of Clifford Pier... wah the new pier has a roof top garden over looking the sea... so beautiful.. we took some nice photos...





From Marina South we went to Bugis Junction to pray pray at Guanyin Temple.. darling said since we already nearby... might as well go there to pray pray so there we went... took a walk to Sunshine Plaza after that as darling wanted to buy a compass for baby divvy... brought the compass.. then walked to This Fashion as I wanted to find some new clothes for my wardrode.. but in the end... came out with none again... all the clothes are so tight and ugly.. yucks... by that time my legs are breaking le wor... hahaha... walked so much in one day sia.. oh yah me and darling almost got knocked down by a trishaw while crossing at green light!! I think both of us was so pissed about it lo... imagine all along we ride bikes nothing happen.. now walk on the road crossing at green light kana knocked down by trishaw... one trishaw came dashing behind me... so we turned and stared at the trishaw rider angrier... never even say sorry just smile and ride off like nobody business.. then turned and realised another trishaw is just about to bump into us.. i sweared i almost wanted to scold all the vulgar languages that I know and give that uncle a punch on the face....

anyway after that we decided to come back to Yishun.. need to pick up two bottles of cleaning liquid and oil for baby divvy air filter... sat there for a chit chat with Ah Xiong before proceeding home... wah me and darling super tired sia.. we almost fell asleep on the sofa... hahaha... actually i went over to lie down on the bed first.. super tired... so i fell asleep first before darling joined me... slept until abt 7+.. showered then went over to 211 coffeeshop for sambal fried rice and beer with Ah Boon and Ah Xiong.. hahaha.. as usual drink lo... a bit not on form on that day.. darling will say I am not on form everyday.. becoz I vomitted when i came home!!... wah so pai seh sia... i wanted to try and force myself to sleep.. but in the end I managed to make myself feel worse... woke up with a serious and heavy headache and so haiz... can't avoid the vomitting in the end...haha.. darling panicked.. hahaha.. feel so bad...

Anyway it was a fruitful day for me and darling.. hehehe.. to be continued...

Sunday we woke up real late.. of coz la.. i drank so much i am glad i didnt wake up with a bloody hangover.. anyway i didnt drink much also.. hahaha... i think i can still roughly count the sips i had.. hehehe.. woke up ard 11.30am.. darling ended up sleeping in the living room sofa becoz the room is simply too hot man... hot, humid and stuffy... woke up sweating can u believe it... anyway i did tea and coffee for both of us.. surfed the net for a while.. made our way to blk 136 for super oily fried kway tiao... wah.. it is sooooo oily until both me and darling cannot finish.. just like u are drinking oil... after an oily lunch.. we went to meet up with Ah Xiong.. wash bike time!!! Haha.. darling want to wash his oil filter... so Ah Xiong came over to help him with the washing.. dun look at me.. i did wash baby divvy tank bra.. but with regards to the rest of his baby divvy i have no idea what is going on... finished abt 5 coming to 6 i think.. so went home for a short nap.. woke up and it is oredi 7pm... time just flies...... showered then went out for dinner at blk 302... again the mee hoon kway sucks... kaos.. two horrible meals in one day.. yuckz... after that we went to the beach for a chat.. hehehe.. ended up getting beaten by ants... and finally we decided to take some nice photos of our baby divvy and us... haha

GETTING MARRIED...

last year i attended Wenliang and Tammy's wedding in Nov.. during my birthday somemore... just attended the baby one month anniverssary last month... Wenliang showed his fatherly love when he hugged the baby... such a nice picture..

Yongsheng and Lynn also got married... can't remember was it last year or this year... but yah it is around this season...didnt attend that wedding at OCC.. only darling went with Junxian they all

i think somewhere this year i attended my cousin's wedding in Batu Pahat.. can't really remember when was it...

Roberta got married on the 29th May 2006 in Australia.. didn't manage to attend that overseas ceremony... she got a baby boy named Deejay Warren Buridge..

last sat went to Huiqi and Yingyao's ROM chalet... just saw some of the photos on her blog... she looks very "xin fu" & happy... actually i really envy them alot...

this dec... one of my best pals in poly Eying is getting married also... hmmm.. it came abit unexpected but still she has all my blessings...

when is it my turn? Haha..

my office is located above at a stretch of bridal salons.. at first i am still very excited becoz i get to see different designs of wedding gowns everyday... dunno why recently it starts to get a little bit depressing... especially whenever i saw a gown that is really nice & beautiful, i start to look a bit excited.. the uncle / auntie will ask me when am i getting married.. am i interested to take a look... haiz.. then everytime u get to see couples taking their wedding photos... imagine how sweet they look, they always have this rosy & bright look for being happily in love.... then every night i go off work, there will be a row of cars up for decoration in preparation for the next day wedding... then occasionally weekends.. u see couples outside the bridal shop preparing for their pre-honeymoon.. actually they are just going overseas to places like Tioman or Bali to take their wedding photos outdoor... isn't it nice to have your wedding photos taken in such nice places like that? It is soo much better than having your wedding photos taken at the back alley of the wedding studio.. yucks... i seriously want a nice outdoor wedding album... after all it is once in a lifetime... unless u tell me u will be getting married a couple of times... nothing to say..

imagine getting happily married to the one... being able to spend every single min of your life with him....share your rest of your life together with a addition of a baby.... somehow everything seems in place.. how nice..... haiz.

continue dreaming...

A BETTER FUTURE FOR A BETTER LIFE

admit it.. humans are greedy...

they have a house but they always want something better.. maybe a condo maybe private property maybe a bungalow maybe a villa maybe a penthouse...

they have money but they always want more... when u earn 2k u want 3k when u earn 3k u want 4k..

they have a mean of transportation.. but they are always looking for a better, more comfortable and more luxiourious alternative... maybe a BMW, maybe a convertible.. maybe a sport car remodified...

Buddhism teaches us about nothing is forever.. be it a relationship with family or frenz, be it feelings for a loved one... dun even mention materialistic things such as money... however being born into this materialistic world, everyone seem to be born into this cycle of chasing for more... it is a never-ending quest for more and better...

and i guess i am one of them... although again and again i tell myself sometimes humans got to stop in their steps for a never ending quest to tell themselves how much they should be contented with what they have now.. a shelter over their heads no matter how lousy that shelter is and food in their stomach no matter how yucky the food is... they shld even be glad that they are alive in this world even though they might be poor... becoz there are more ppl out there without a shelter over their heads, without food in their stomach and yet they are glad they are still alive in this world... becoz as long as they are alive.. there is still hope.. what are we to compare with them??

sometimes i just can't help but admire ppl with a better life than me.. they earn good money... they drive a car... they live in a big house, they have all the money they need to go travelling around the world, live in expensive resorts and hotels, buy all the things that they wanted.. diamonds, clothes, shoes and bags... without even a twink of the eye... even though they are of the same age as me... but i keep on telling myself... if i work hard.. one day i will also have the same success.. but most importantly i must be happie.. and i keep on telling my darling that.. becoz i have all the confidence in him that he can achieve very good results in the current industry that he is in.. even though now everything seems blank as he just started out... but give him one or two years.. i am sure he will be able to make it well... or even better than me...

jia you darling.. i will always support u..

CHEATERS!!

my ex colleague.. (shall not mention her name) just told me today that her bf (now ex bf to be exact) is actually married with two kids........ DAMN BLOODY HELL... i was damn angry and pissed off when i heard that lo.... it is just bullshit lo.. if u already have a wife and two kids bloody hell go back to ur family... and treat them nicely and properly.. why the hell do u still want to get a gf outside???

dun tell me u just like the feeling of secrecy where u have to hide in the corner to talk to your wife and kids when you are out with ur gf... and lie that you are actually busy at work...... if you have all the time.. why can't u go home and take good care of ur family..

i am pissed... seriously.. as everyone reading my blog would realise by now... there is only space for one person in everyone heart... if u decided to get married to ur wife... she shld be the one and only... u can't love someone else and still love ur wife.. come on la.. dun be so greedy k..?? u took the marriage vows to stick with her from now till forever, till death do you part and outside of ur house away from ur family u are telling someone else u wan to get married to her too?? AND THE BIG PROBLEM IS U SAID U ARE SINGLE!!!!! wah that is it man... and pls la.. u have 2 kids to take care of.. can't u be more responsible as a man.... what kind of man are u...??

seriously speaking i can never tolerate a man cheating on me... and i certainly wun and will never go to that extent of cheating on my partner.. if u are the one u will be the only one... no matter what happens, a couple have to walk through it all... u know why most couples in the past even though they might not even have a chance to love each other before they got married yet their marriage can last.... that is because once they decided to get married.. they put a strong committment to maintaining the relationship.. it is a fullstop to them... no matter what happens they are determinded to survive through it all.. but nowadays everybody just have this tooopidz mentality that yah we get married now.. if things dun work out... we get a divorce lo... and move on with another cycle... they of coz choose the easy way out by signing their names on a piece of paper to symbolise the end of all their misery... why can't someone be truthful to their partner now and forever... they promised to do so didn't they........ why must u say "I love u forever" to 2 persons at the same time.. dun u even know what is love?? why would u cheat on someone u love..? and if u seriously dun love the person.. why hang on to him/her......... just let her go......

bloody b*st*rds..cheaters and liars!!