the past week had been a rather eventful week for me.. so pls forgive me for not posting on my blog.. i just simply didnt have the mood neither do i have the time...
22th July will be a day i will always remember... i was out having lunch with Xiang Ling while waiting for my darling to go off work... he called me when we are at Swensen to tell me that he is already off work but going to the bike shop first to change his brake hoses... sounded like any normal saturday as usual when he will pop by the bike shop to change some parts or do some shopping before coming back to woodlands to pick me up.. so me and Xiang Ling went window shopping... when i received his call, i thought he already reached woodlands.. when i heard the sentence "dear i got an accident".. i sweared i thought it was a joke... but realising that my dear will nv joke abt such things... i asked him how was him? I feel so helpless.. i dunno what to do... my mind just went blank and all i can say was to ask him where is he, how is he feeling and whether he called ah xiong already.. i know ah xiong will rush down immediately while i can't... later ah xiong called him and he hanged up with me..
i was walking around causeway point with Ling still but i totally have no mood for shopping... i just keep on thinking and consoling myself that if he can call me still, he shld be alright... he told me his leg is very painful but there is no blood so it shld be ok.. at least he is conscious... then the thoughts shifted to the bike.. oh no.. i really love the bike... and it is going to cost alot to repair it... then i shaked myself.. what the hell.. as long as he is alright.. who cares abt the bike... as long as he is fine... i knew something like that might happen someday.. but i nv thought it will really happen.. a little bit of denial.. then i thought.. thanks god i am not with him... if not things might have been worse... and he will be damn worried abt me... then i thought what should i do... thoughts are just running through my mind as i walked endlessly aimlessly around causeway point..
then darling called me to tell me that he is in an ambulance going to Tan Tock Seng... immediately i rushed down to the cab stand to get a cab there... I think i got Xiang Ling a little bit worried then... thanks for her support anyway.. she accompanied me to the taxi stand and keep on telling me that he shld be ok... reached Tan Tock Seng A&E dept.. toopidz hospital conducting SARS check.. i got pushed here and there... considering that i have never stepped into that dept and i seriously dunno what is going on and where to look for my darling... i got into a panic.. the nurses took my temperature, passed me a paper with my temperature written on top (crazy fools.. tell me what is that piece of paper for? to show everyone i see?.. dumb).. i tried to barge my way through and the security guard at the entrance to the clinic told me i couldnt go into the clinic yet... need to register before they will check for me where is him... pissed.... went to the counter, registered and bumped into his parents... i think for a moment they are relieved to see i am ok.. and not with him at the accident.. then the nurse at the counter passed us a sticker.. and said only one person can go.. so of coz the dad got to go.. so i sat outside waiting...
darling was so pathetic.. he called me and asked me where am i.. i told him i am stuck outside the clinic.. can't go in.. heard from him and his dad abt how bad his leg was... chatted with his mum and AhXiong who I met up with while we are waiting outside... anyway we waited in the hospital till 6+ before i saw him for the first time...so relieved to see him.... but i think ultimately i am glad my darling is safe and ok... need to go Guanyin Temple to pray pray... thank you for keeping him safe and sound...
