Sunday, November 05, 2006

I hate year end...

I seriously hate year end.... not becoz Christmas or the New Year is coming... not becoz I will need to start racking my brains for Christmas exchanging of presents... not becoz I have tons of weddings to attend resulting in a hole in my pocket...

Becoz becoz I have tons of people calling me with regards to how much I am getting for my year end bonus.!!! Pls la people.. can you just give me a break..?? I know I am lousy, I know I am poor, I know I am useless so stop comparing with this miserable chap here can or not?? Stop stepping on me as if I am grapes from the vineyard...!!

I seriously dun understand why people like to call me...am I such a good example for comparsion?? Why cant you find someone better to compare with?? Someone who is higher and much better than you... set some standards for yourself can or not?? Why people like you like to compare with those who you know cant match up to you...?? WHY WHY WHY!!!! dun start calling me out of the blue pretending to be nice... chat with me about my life, my relationship, my work.. and then the topic starts to divert to.. "hey where you working now huh? oh ang moh company hor.. bonus should be not bad right? How much you getting for your year end bonus this year huh?" fuck off la.. if you are seriously my frenz I bet you will be more concerned about how is life with my family, how is life with my bf and how is life for me on the overall right?? Rather than how much my pay is and how much year end bonus I am getting...

Not only my frenz.. my aunties and uncles also start calling me around this period of time... "hey how are you huh? where you working at now huh? my son / daughter working at blu blu blu company you know... his / her pay is $3600 per month and this year hor he / she getting 4 mths bonus leh!! how much you getting for your year end bonus huh?? No bonus... why??? Cannot be la... how can your company so lousy.. never even give one mth bonus!!" What is wrong with these people... why are you so interested in my pay and my bonus... it is my life wat!! Nothing to do with you right??? 4 mths, 6 mths... let me tell you now and for all ok.. I GOT NO BONUS THIS YEAR LA.. SO STOP ASKING ME THAT FUCKING TOOPIDZ QUESTION ABOUT MY BONUS!!! I got a lousy job in a lousy company, with a lousy pay and no fucking lousy bonus ok??

Idiots!!! Seriously idiots.. fuck off you bloody morons!! the next person who is going to call and ask me anything about my year end bonus... I am going to seriously ask the person to fuck off from my bloody life!!!