I am in the middle of a mid life crisis... yah i know it is alittle bit too early for that considering I am only 23 this year.. but anyway u see why...
Rob just gave birth to a very cute baby boy last month in May... and she got married to Greg shortly after the baby birth... I can't gurantee it will be happily ever after but at least it is happily for now... her parents forgave her for whatever she did and even made the trip to Australia to celebrate the promotion of their status from parents to grandparents... and also at the same time welcome the new member of their family...
I just got a shocking news that my best pal in poly Eying is getting married end of the year... her ROM ceremony will be held at Beaufort... nice place really... anyway i mentioned before in my previous blog i always thought i will be the first in our bunch of poly mates.. becoz i am the only one in the entire group who ever thought, wish and dream of settling down into a married life... but anyway I wish her all the best really... she and blacks have been together for 2.5 years... I guess it is time now... and I am sure blacks will treat her well... he is a nice guy... I am so happie for her....
then it came down to me... (sorry to those singles.. i dun mean anything offensive really)... i plan to get married next year... but time is just flying so slowly... and i am getting rather impatient really... but things just dun seem to be working out nicely... or maybe i just dun have the confidence even till now to hold on to this relationship... it always seems so out of my control... and whatever i do is useless...
so here i am.. a miserable ger looking at all her best pals getting married, having kids and i am still stuck here trying to earn some money for my own wedding... what a irony really... did i do anything wrong to land myself in such a situation....
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
MARRIAGE....
one of me and darling's frenz is getting married soon in another 2 week...
envy her sia.. although yah la.. she and her bf (soon to be husband) have been together for 8 years... of coz it is time to get married.. but i still envy her... always so nice to see two ppl walking down the aisle hands in hands, committing to spend the rest of their lifes together... so touched.. so emotional..
can imagine the excitement as you slowly count down to the day you get married to the one you love.... giving your committment to spend the rest of your life together holding each other's hand years down the road, giving each other support through ups and downs...
To Huiqi and Yingyao.. best wishes...
envy her sia.. although yah la.. she and her bf (soon to be husband) have been together for 8 years... of coz it is time to get married.. but i still envy her... always so nice to see two ppl walking down the aisle hands in hands, committing to spend the rest of their lifes together... so touched.. so emotional..
can imagine the excitement as you slowly count down to the day you get married to the one you love.... giving your committment to spend the rest of your life together holding each other's hand years down the road, giving each other support through ups and downs...
To Huiqi and Yingyao.. best wishes...
FAREWELL WISHES...
My colleague Pandora is officially leaving today....
And another ger Faith will be coming in to replace her tomorrow.. first of all.. what is with the name?? Haha.. I hope she won't read my blog.. hahahaha.. anyway sianz leh... got new ger to try and cultivate feelings / chemistry with... I am so sick and tired of doing that... hahaha... I failed with Michelle, another new colleague of mine... seriously.. i just can't get along with her no matter how hard I try... I think she is weird.. hahahaha...
Anyway Pandora is crazy... hahahaha.. Pan I know u are reading this and laughing like crazy in front of the com.. hahaha... asked Nic to make a emoticon and send it to me... hahahahah.. anyway the days are fun with her in office.. lots of jokes, lots of gossips going around...going to miss bitching with u on some idiotic act cute act chio empty brained bimbos' blogs...
thumbs up gal.. wish u all the best in ur new job.. cheers...
And another ger Faith will be coming in to replace her tomorrow.. first of all.. what is with the name?? Haha.. I hope she won't read my blog.. hahahaha.. anyway sianz leh... got new ger to try and cultivate feelings / chemistry with... I am so sick and tired of doing that... hahaha... I failed with Michelle, another new colleague of mine... seriously.. i just can't get along with her no matter how hard I try... I think she is weird.. hahahaha...
Anyway Pandora is crazy... hahahaha.. Pan I know u are reading this and laughing like crazy in front of the com.. hahaha... asked Nic to make a emoticon and send it to me... hahahahah.. anyway the days are fun with her in office.. lots of jokes, lots of gossips going around...going to miss bitching with u on some idiotic act cute act chio empty brained bimbos' blogs...
thumbs up gal.. wish u all the best in ur new job.. cheers...
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
NEW BORN BABY!!!
dear dear and me went to Wenliang's baby one month aniversary celebration on Sun afternoon... the baby looks so cute..... hahaha... look like Wenliang.. fair skin with a tint of red blush around the cheek area... hehehe... tiny hands with tiny fingers... tiny feets with tiny toes... so cute sia... the first baby in our group.. everyone is so gaga over the baby.. everyone is so excited over the baby and i bet everyone will love the baby... hahaa
met up with a couple of frenz who we haven't seen for quite some time.. catch up with some of them.. Huiqi and Yingyao is getting married end of the month.. happie for them.. so everyone is asking if we are next on the wedding list.. hahaha.. maybe? hahaha... surprised & shocked to hear the sad news abt another frenz of ours... tell me... what exactly makes a relationship work?? patience, tolerance, committment, trust, love or what?? sometimes i really dun understand..... Ah Qiam is forever Ah Qiam.. hahaha... still the same old Ah Qiam after so long..
worked late yesterday until 11pm night... darling came and picked me up from work... after which we went for a drive around SG.. went up to Mt Faber, went to Kent Ridge Park... wanted to go Labrador Park... wanted to go for satay at Pasir Panjang hawker centre but it was closed... decided to try Satay Club at Sembawang.. closed too... in the end we settled for Chong Pang Nasi Lemak.. ta bao and came home.. by the time it was already 12.30 midnight... damn shag... went to sleep shortly after... fell into a super deep slp until this morning.. hahaha...
met up with a couple of frenz who we haven't seen for quite some time.. catch up with some of them.. Huiqi and Yingyao is getting married end of the month.. happie for them.. so everyone is asking if we are next on the wedding list.. hahaha.. maybe? hahaha... surprised & shocked to hear the sad news abt another frenz of ours... tell me... what exactly makes a relationship work?? patience, tolerance, committment, trust, love or what?? sometimes i really dun understand..... Ah Qiam is forever Ah Qiam.. hahaha... still the same old Ah Qiam after so long..
worked late yesterday until 11pm night... darling came and picked me up from work... after which we went for a drive around SG.. went up to Mt Faber, went to Kent Ridge Park... wanted to go Labrador Park... wanted to go for satay at Pasir Panjang hawker centre but it was closed... decided to try Satay Club at Sembawang.. closed too... in the end we settled for Chong Pang Nasi Lemak.. ta bao and came home.. by the time it was already 12.30 midnight... damn shag... went to sleep shortly after... fell into a super deep slp until this morning.. hahaha...
I WANT A HOLIDAY.....
i want to go on a holiday... i want to go on a holiday... i want a holiday....!!!!!
at work now... but no mood for work... not tired... just lazy... plain lazy.... dun feel like working... just feel like shopping, sleeping and nuaing in bed... under the comfort of my soft quilt....
went to Friendster and saw some of my frenz beautiful holiday pictures.. so fun, so enjoyable, so beautiful, so nice.... make me want to go also... xian mu le... hehehe... my last trip to Malacca i didnt take much photos.. anyway that place also not much photos to take la.. hahaha..
so sad... i also wan a holiday.... wan to take lots of nice nice photos with my darling.. haha
at work now... but no mood for work... not tired... just lazy... plain lazy.... dun feel like working... just feel like shopping, sleeping and nuaing in bed... under the comfort of my soft quilt....
went to Friendster and saw some of my frenz beautiful holiday pictures.. so fun, so enjoyable, so beautiful, so nice.... make me want to go also... xian mu le... hehehe... my last trip to Malacca i didnt take much photos.. anyway that place also not much photos to take la.. hahaha..
so sad... i also wan a holiday.... wan to take lots of nice nice photos with my darling.. haha
Sunday, June 18, 2006
studying in australia..
suddenly i wish i can go back to Aussie to study again... i miss studying and somehow today i suddenly also miss my aussie lifestyle... i mean i dun think i will ever like staying and working in Australia forever... but i really miss studying there...
i think my 2 yrs studying in Aussie is one of the best periods of my life and I simply wun regret it at all... at least for once i have my own life to myself and noone else.... i am in full control of what i want to do... i go out when i want to.. go wherever i want to.. i eat whatever i feel like having... everything is just perfect really...
and today i really wish i have a air ticket on hand to fly me to australia for another 2 yrs of books, lectures, tutorials and studies... back to the lifestyle when i love so much....
i think my 2 yrs studying in Aussie is one of the best periods of my life and I simply wun regret it at all... at least for once i have my own life to myself and noone else.... i am in full control of what i want to do... i go out when i want to.. go wherever i want to.. i eat whatever i feel like having... everything is just perfect really...
and today i really wish i have a air ticket on hand to fly me to australia for another 2 yrs of books, lectures, tutorials and studies... back to the lifestyle when i love so much....
Thursday, June 15, 2006
changes at my workplace...
for 2 or 3 weeks.. i haven't had coffee / meetings / chit chat session with my bosses.... and i started to be a little lost about what is going on in my company as there is more and more changes in roles, adjustments with ppl joining and leaving... very hard to imagine that in a small company of less than 10 people.. so much can be happening... don't talk abt another 2 offices in London and Vancouver...
usually ppl dun care... but somehow we are made to care.. my boss is extremely particular abt each and every one of us knowing what is going on in the company worldwide... they made the efforts to inform us... but we need to make the efforts to find out and know about things too... and for a while i find it rather hard to keep track and catch up...
but hmmm yesterday my boss asked me for a chat session which was due long time ago... true true.. hahaha... he should have talked to me long time ago.. anyway he apologised for that.. and asked me if I am alright and how am I feeling... actually I am fine... i do feel the pressure sometimes when i thought i dun seem to be doing my job well enough.. and it makes me feel bad about it... and i have no idea what my bosses think about those hiccups... but last of all I am happie in this job that I am in... the bosses are quite frank abt things so I am sure if I am not doin well they will voice it out...
there is soon going to be new responsibilities for me to take on... not very sure if i will be able to handle the bulk of it.. but i promise i will try... ultimately i can't admit failure without even trying.... and frankly speaking i am glad for those new roles... because it allows me to learn new things which might be useful in the future... and it occupies most of my time.. like what my boss say... ppl who are not willing to take on new roles usually get kicked out... which is true really... anyway the reason why i like this company is because it provides me with many opportunities to learn new things....
wish my luck guys... hahahaha
usually ppl dun care... but somehow we are made to care.. my boss is extremely particular abt each and every one of us knowing what is going on in the company worldwide... they made the efforts to inform us... but we need to make the efforts to find out and know about things too... and for a while i find it rather hard to keep track and catch up...
but hmmm yesterday my boss asked me for a chat session which was due long time ago... true true.. hahaha... he should have talked to me long time ago.. anyway he apologised for that.. and asked me if I am alright and how am I feeling... actually I am fine... i do feel the pressure sometimes when i thought i dun seem to be doing my job well enough.. and it makes me feel bad about it... and i have no idea what my bosses think about those hiccups... but last of all I am happie in this job that I am in... the bosses are quite frank abt things so I am sure if I am not doin well they will voice it out...
there is soon going to be new responsibilities for me to take on... not very sure if i will be able to handle the bulk of it.. but i promise i will try... ultimately i can't admit failure without even trying.... and frankly speaking i am glad for those new roles... because it allows me to learn new things which might be useful in the future... and it occupies most of my time.. like what my boss say... ppl who are not willing to take on new roles usually get kicked out... which is true really... anyway the reason why i like this company is because it provides me with many opportunities to learn new things....
wish my luck guys... hahahaha
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
rashes...plus laziness
i have rashes all over my body... my hands, legs, neck.. everywhere... and the worst of all i dunno what causes it... is it becoz i am allergic to something... is it because i have mosquitos in my room or bedbugs in my bed?? i only get those when i drink beer recently.. but i nv even drink anything with a tiny bit of alcohol in it.. then what the hell causes those rashes?? Haiz..
suddenly realise i haven't been keeping track of my daily expenses much... u know one of those excel sheets created to help you keep track of ur daily expenses... you got to have a daily habit of updating the log everytime u spend something or end of the day... it help you to find out where u spend ur money and why ur money seem to be disappearing into the wind... but but.. hahaha.. i haven't been updating much daily.. so sad right? So ultimately i still have no idea where i am spending most of my money.. damnz... i always have huge chucks of unknown expenses... hahaha.. looks like the excel sheet dun seem to be useful at all...
suddenly realise i haven't been keeping track of my daily expenses much... u know one of those excel sheets created to help you keep track of ur daily expenses... you got to have a daily habit of updating the log everytime u spend something or end of the day... it help you to find out where u spend ur money and why ur money seem to be disappearing into the wind... but but.. hahaha.. i haven't been updating much daily.. so sad right? So ultimately i still have no idea where i am spending most of my money.. damnz... i always have huge chucks of unknown expenses... hahaha.. looks like the excel sheet dun seem to be useful at all...
Saturday, June 10, 2006
weekend update..
Hmm.. work is boring this week.. dun ask me why... it just aren't going as smoothly as the weeks before...
finally i managed to survive to Fri.. hehehe... came home for dinner, watched the last episode of the 9pm chinese show on Channel 8... can't wait to see my darling... hehehhee... rushed to shower after the show and there is my darling waiting for me downstairs... hehehehe... *hug hug* *kiss kiss*..
then we are supposed to meet Ah Xiong at Yishun Dam for a chit chat.. but there is a slight drizzle so we decided to go home first.. watched "Da Chang Jin" till 11pm.. rain has stopped by then.. so we went down to Ah Xiong block.. met up with him.. went to the indian shop to da bao teh before going over to Yishun dam.. both guys are sooo excited to show off their bikes... my darling diversion has both its huge side panniers on plus his new TP handle bar... wah huge touring bike... damn cool sia... make lots of ppl turn eyes on the road... Ah Xiong super 4 got a new full system.. super mod bike... so side by side we zoom to Yishum Dam.. hahaha... sat there for drinks plus a chit chat... looking at all the other mod bikes and cars which is also there to show off.. hahahaha... so cool... came home around 1plus... so tired... went to bed straight... nice day with my darling by my side always...
today slept until 11.30am... went down to IMM for lunch.. main purpose is shopping!!! Hahaha... oh on the way there... this ah pek on a Honda ST11 touring bike... (ok i am not damn familiar with bikes but it surely look like a Honda ST11)honk us as a friendly greeting... hahaha.. i told u my darling diversion looks great with his side panniers on.. hahaha... so cool.. hahaha.. u know ppl in cars seldom talk to each other.. but ppl on bikes often talk.. at junctions, at checkpoints when there is a jam... that is what i observe la.. hehe..
anyway we went shopping at Daiso IMM...didn't buy much actually.. i am just there to look for a box to store my increasing number of earrings.. hahaha.. then we came home for a nap... darling went off to his company dinner... hahaha..
going to spend the entire day tomolo on the bike.. wash bike plus do some adjustments on his TP handlebar.. see if we have time to go JB to pump petrol ba.. hehehe...
finally i managed to survive to Fri.. hehehe... came home for dinner, watched the last episode of the 9pm chinese show on Channel 8... can't wait to see my darling... hehehhee... rushed to shower after the show and there is my darling waiting for me downstairs... hehehehe... *hug hug* *kiss kiss*..
then we are supposed to meet Ah Xiong at Yishun Dam for a chit chat.. but there is a slight drizzle so we decided to go home first.. watched "Da Chang Jin" till 11pm.. rain has stopped by then.. so we went down to Ah Xiong block.. met up with him.. went to the indian shop to da bao teh before going over to Yishun dam.. both guys are sooo excited to show off their bikes... my darling diversion has both its huge side panniers on plus his new TP handle bar... wah huge touring bike... damn cool sia... make lots of ppl turn eyes on the road... Ah Xiong super 4 got a new full system.. super mod bike... so side by side we zoom to Yishum Dam.. hahaha... sat there for drinks plus a chit chat... looking at all the other mod bikes and cars which is also there to show off.. hahahaha... so cool... came home around 1plus... so tired... went to bed straight... nice day with my darling by my side always...
today slept until 11.30am... went down to IMM for lunch.. main purpose is shopping!!! Hahaha... oh on the way there... this ah pek on a Honda ST11 touring bike... (ok i am not damn familiar with bikes but it surely look like a Honda ST11)honk us as a friendly greeting... hahaha.. i told u my darling diversion looks great with his side panniers on.. hahaha... so cool.. hahaha.. u know ppl in cars seldom talk to each other.. but ppl on bikes often talk.. at junctions, at checkpoints when there is a jam... that is what i observe la.. hehe..
anyway we went shopping at Daiso IMM...didn't buy much actually.. i am just there to look for a box to store my increasing number of earrings.. hahaha.. then we came home for a nap... darling went off to his company dinner... hahaha..
going to spend the entire day tomolo on the bike.. wash bike plus do some adjustments on his TP handlebar.. see if we have time to go JB to pump petrol ba.. hehehe...
Friday, June 09, 2006
feeling down....
ok my period is now officially over.. but my depression continues its stay.....
thousands of thoughts are running through my head... none of them which i can catch
my stomach is churning and grumbling after lunch.. i have no idea why...
no mood to concentrate on work... in fact no mood to concentrate on anything at all...
just wanna to hug my darling and baby eeyore to escape from this world of complications... to escape from reality
just like someone out of its bubble, like a fish out of water, i can't breathe...
maybe i am just too simple and naive....
thousands of thoughts are running through my head... none of them which i can catch
my stomach is churning and grumbling after lunch.. i have no idea why...
no mood to concentrate on work... in fact no mood to concentrate on anything at all...
just wanna to hug my darling and baby eeyore to escape from this world of complications... to escape from reality
just like someone out of its bubble, like a fish out of water, i can't breathe...
maybe i am just too simple and naive....
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
missing another someone...
today morning on the train coming to work i realise i miss out someone from my missing list... hehehe... not missing as in the person went missing.. missing as in i seriously miss that person...
Izabelle...!!! My chionging khaki in Australia.. my best pal.. we basically did everything together... went to classes together, chit chat and gossiped all the way through lessons, went for yucky meals at the school canteen and warm coffee at the coffee club, did projects together, got ourselves pissed drunk at the club... hehehe... crazy fun times we have.. I rememeber everytime we had a meeting for projects, we can never concentrate because we will start talking about everything else but work... boyfrenz, flings, gers, shopping..... nothing is left out from the chatting list...
She wanted so much for me to continue my stay in Australia... do my honours or maybe Masters as she continue with her double major...but too bad... i can't... so sad really... I remembered the last time we met was after my graduation ceremony in Australia.. she was there to cheer for me together with her other frenz during the graduation ceremony and after that we met for a chat at her place together with Jerry and my dad.. hahaha... the two guys were so bored u can imagine.. especially my dad who totally couldn't understand what we were saying as he cannot understand English... but I got to go... and we hugged each other and cried... damnz... I promise myself not to cry... but can't control once she start crying...
but anyway... Miss U Iza...
Izabelle...!!! My chionging khaki in Australia.. my best pal.. we basically did everything together... went to classes together, chit chat and gossiped all the way through lessons, went for yucky meals at the school canteen and warm coffee at the coffee club, did projects together, got ourselves pissed drunk at the club... hehehe... crazy fun times we have.. I rememeber everytime we had a meeting for projects, we can never concentrate because we will start talking about everything else but work... boyfrenz, flings, gers, shopping..... nothing is left out from the chatting list...
She wanted so much for me to continue my stay in Australia... do my honours or maybe Masters as she continue with her double major...but too bad... i can't... so sad really... I remembered the last time we met was after my graduation ceremony in Australia.. she was there to cheer for me together with her other frenz during the graduation ceremony and after that we met for a chat at her place together with Jerry and my dad.. hahaha... the two guys were so bored u can imagine.. especially my dad who totally couldn't understand what we were saying as he cannot understand English... but I got to go... and we hugged each other and cried... damnz... I promise myself not to cry... but can't control once she start crying...
but anyway... Miss U Iza...
Monday, June 05, 2006
missing u guys....
it is funni how my blogs always increase with a new skin.. hahaha... maybe i am just a bit too free recently... oei.. dun think too much ok? i am working huh... hahaha.. no la now that my blog is completed with everything i ever want.... i am going to leave it as it is liao... was surfing through my blog today.. realise i forgot to add in my archives... hahahaha... came home and added it in.. now everything is in place... beautiful isn't it?? I feel so proud of myself...
today at work.. i suffered from severe monday blues resulting in serious depression... maybe becoz i am having PMS... maybe becoz i dun feel like working today... but anyway i miss my darling terribly at work today... wish he is there besides me..... dun dare to talk to him on skype or MSN.. scare that he is busy and I will disturb him... but seriously miss him alot sia....
and a couple of people came into my minds and i suddenly remember those happie times I had before...Sharifah.. i know u are reading this blog sometimes when no CCES or students are bothering u.. missing u and MS Teo plus the enclosed office that i use to have with my small working desk cluttered with baby Warner Bros files, pen holders, soft toys and presents from everyone during Christmas... miss those times when we shout and scream together at toopidz students and CCES... miss Thomas my smoking khaki... hahaha... seeing him around brings so much joy to me in that dull boring work environment... now then i realise...
one of my colleague is leaving..... the office before is getting too big for my preference... previously in exams it was just me, MS Teo and Sharifah... then I changed a job with only me, Ling Ling, Alan and Hong Liang.. the next thing u know.. there is 6.. then increase to 7.. then becoming 9 soon... plus all the directors coming down from Vancouver and London... 15 or 16?? Hmmm.. way too much out of my comfort zone... but feel sad that now that she is leaving... got to get used to someone new all over again.......... life is going to be so boring without her... haiz....... new bubble to adapt to....
today at work.. i suffered from severe monday blues resulting in serious depression... maybe becoz i am having PMS... maybe becoz i dun feel like working today... but anyway i miss my darling terribly at work today... wish he is there besides me..... dun dare to talk to him on skype or MSN.. scare that he is busy and I will disturb him... but seriously miss him alot sia....
and a couple of people came into my minds and i suddenly remember those happie times I had before...Sharifah.. i know u are reading this blog sometimes when no CCES or students are bothering u.. missing u and MS Teo plus the enclosed office that i use to have with my small working desk cluttered with baby Warner Bros files, pen holders, soft toys and presents from everyone during Christmas... miss those times when we shout and scream together at toopidz students and CCES... miss Thomas my smoking khaki... hahaha... seeing him around brings so much joy to me in that dull boring work environment... now then i realise...
one of my colleague is leaving..... the office before is getting too big for my preference... previously in exams it was just me, MS Teo and Sharifah... then I changed a job with only me, Ling Ling, Alan and Hong Liang.. the next thing u know.. there is 6.. then increase to 7.. then becoming 9 soon... plus all the directors coming down from Vancouver and London... 15 or 16?? Hmmm.. way too much out of my comfort zone... but feel sad that now that she is leaving... got to get used to someone new all over again.......... life is going to be so boring without her... haiz....... new bubble to adapt to....
tagboard...
ok guys.. i got a new tagboard...
previously there was a toopidz virus infection for my tagboard... resulting in a complete destruction in darling and Junxian's computer... make me terribly guilty for it....
now i got a new one.. pray hard everything is alright this time
previously there was a toopidz virus infection for my tagboard... resulting in a complete destruction in darling and Junxian's computer... make me terribly guilty for it....
now i got a new one.. pray hard everything is alright this time
Saturday, June 03, 2006
new blog.....
yipppeeessss
i got a new blog skin.... actually i saw this blog skin long long time ago.... really like it alot.. but as a lot of time need to be spent editing the original blog skin, i decided to give up and find something much easier... but anyway recently i decided that i am sick of my blog skin and frenz keep on complaining to me about how small and tiny my words are... so here is the new one.... hahahahaa..
been searching for it for the entire week.. can you believe it? Haha...
Spent the entire morning editing it... the words, the fonts and the alignments... sorry to the previous owner because ur skin is really not to my preferences.. so i did a couple of customisation here and there... so now it is more or less customised to my liking.. hahaha.. satisfied ger...
If you are one of those who read my blog regularly.. hahaha... as if I am as popular as Xiaxue, you would know that I have been a bit of a shopping fanatic recently... fully engrossed in online shopping.. so gd news to all my galfrenz... hahaha.. i have added a full list of online shopping websites under LINKS which I regularly visit to increase my inventory stocks.. hahaha... actually I still have more on my list.. but I will update them slowly... eyes too tired from all the HTML editing.. so enjoy urself...
i got a new blog skin.... actually i saw this blog skin long long time ago.... really like it alot.. but as a lot of time need to be spent editing the original blog skin, i decided to give up and find something much easier... but anyway recently i decided that i am sick of my blog skin and frenz keep on complaining to me about how small and tiny my words are... so here is the new one.... hahahahaa..
been searching for it for the entire week.. can you believe it? Haha...
Spent the entire morning editing it... the words, the fonts and the alignments... sorry to the previous owner because ur skin is really not to my preferences.. so i did a couple of customisation here and there... so now it is more or less customised to my liking.. hahaha.. satisfied ger...
If you are one of those who read my blog regularly.. hahaha... as if I am as popular as Xiaxue, you would know that I have been a bit of a shopping fanatic recently... fully engrossed in online shopping.. so gd news to all my galfrenz... hahaha.. i have added a full list of online shopping websites under LINKS which I regularly visit to increase my inventory stocks.. hahaha... actually I still have more on my list.. but I will update them slowly... eyes too tired from all the HTML editing.. so enjoy urself...
Friday, June 02, 2006
helpless for the first time
my darling met with some problems at work... for the first time ever in my life i feel so helpless besides him.... all i can do is to accompany him for dinner and beer and hug him tightly for emotional support....
what else can i do? can't offer him visible solutions... can't help him to solve the problems... so useless, so helpless
all i can do is to stand besides him, hold his hands, hug him tightly and remind him how much i love him.. not becoz of his job, not becoz of his pay but becoz i love him for who he is.... and no matter what happens, i will always be there for him....
we will survive through all these challenges in life, we will cross all these hurdles together and life will go on... this is just one of the setbacks in life but it wun crumble us.... becoz no matter what, he still have me, I still have him and we still have each other....it is no longer just me or just you... we are one together....
dear.. we will solve all the problems.. and no matter what happen in your job.. it doesn't matter... we can always find a better job... maybe in another industry, maybe elsewhere.. life will still carry on... and i still love u...
what else can i do? can't offer him visible solutions... can't help him to solve the problems... so useless, so helpless
all i can do is to stand besides him, hold his hands, hug him tightly and remind him how much i love him.. not becoz of his job, not becoz of his pay but becoz i love him for who he is.... and no matter what happens, i will always be there for him....
we will survive through all these challenges in life, we will cross all these hurdles together and life will go on... this is just one of the setbacks in life but it wun crumble us.... becoz no matter what, he still have me, I still have him and we still have each other....it is no longer just me or just you... we are one together....
dear.. we will solve all the problems.. and no matter what happen in your job.. it doesn't matter... we can always find a better job... maybe in another industry, maybe elsewhere.. life will still carry on... and i still love u...
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