I am in the middle of a mid life crisis... yah i know it is alittle bit too early for that considering I am only 23 this year.. but anyway u see why...
Rob just gave birth to a very cute baby boy last month in May... and she got married to Greg shortly after the baby birth... I can't gurantee it will be happily ever after but at least it is happily for now... her parents forgave her for whatever she did and even made the trip to Australia to celebrate the promotion of their status from parents to grandparents... and also at the same time welcome the new member of their family...
I just got a shocking news that my best pal in poly Eying is getting married end of the year... her ROM ceremony will be held at Beaufort... nice place really... anyway i mentioned before in my previous blog i always thought i will be the first in our bunch of poly mates.. becoz i am the only one in the entire group who ever thought, wish and dream of settling down into a married life... but anyway I wish her all the best really... she and blacks have been together for 2.5 years... I guess it is time now... and I am sure blacks will treat her well... he is a nice guy... I am so happie for her....
then it came down to me... (sorry to those singles.. i dun mean anything offensive really)... i plan to get married next year... but time is just flying so slowly... and i am getting rather impatient really... but things just dun seem to be working out nicely... or maybe i just dun have the confidence even till now to hold on to this relationship... it always seems so out of my control... and whatever i do is useless...
so here i am.. a miserable ger looking at all her best pals getting married, having kids and i am still stuck here trying to earn some money for my own wedding... what a irony really... did i do anything wrong to land myself in such a situation....
