for 2 or 3 weeks.. i haven't had coffee / meetings / chit chat session with my bosses.... and i started to be a little lost about what is going on in my company as there is more and more changes in roles, adjustments with ppl joining and leaving... very hard to imagine that in a small company of less than 10 people.. so much can be happening... don't talk abt another 2 offices in London and Vancouver...
usually ppl dun care... but somehow we are made to care.. my boss is extremely particular abt each and every one of us knowing what is going on in the company worldwide... they made the efforts to inform us... but we need to make the efforts to find out and know about things too... and for a while i find it rather hard to keep track and catch up...
but hmmm yesterday my boss asked me for a chat session which was due long time ago... true true.. hahaha... he should have talked to me long time ago.. anyway he apologised for that.. and asked me if I am alright and how am I feeling... actually I am fine... i do feel the pressure sometimes when i thought i dun seem to be doing my job well enough.. and it makes me feel bad about it... and i have no idea what my bosses think about those hiccups... but last of all I am happie in this job that I am in... the bosses are quite frank abt things so I am sure if I am not doin well they will voice it out...
there is soon going to be new responsibilities for me to take on... not very sure if i will be able to handle the bulk of it.. but i promise i will try... ultimately i can't admit failure without even trying.... and frankly speaking i am glad for those new roles... because it allows me to learn new things which might be useful in the future... and it occupies most of my time.. like what my boss say... ppl who are not willing to take on new roles usually get kicked out... which is true really... anyway the reason why i like this company is because it provides me with many opportunities to learn new things....
wish my luck guys... hahahaha
