Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Shocking Decision

Roughly half a year ago, I made a shocking decision that shocked & surprised many around me... My family such as my aunties & uncles, my cousins and my grandparents especially my grandmother, my friends especially those from UNI, my poly classmates... and some other frenz from outside... some close frenz saw it coming... they predicted and expected it.. therefore when I made the final decision, they saw it as a relief... hahahaa... there are always two extremes to things isn't it??

Everyone thought I will be the first one to get married, in fact everyone thought I will be getting married soon.. they are just all waiting for the wedding invitation.. everyone thought we are the perfect couple... surprise surprise... it turns up to be directly opposite.. how bad can I be in the eyes of many for making that shocking and hurting decision right?? But love is not that simple... after all...

This month... I bet I make another shocking decision... when frenz saw new photos appearing on my Friendster profile of me and my new bf... I think some frenz took it really hard... I can't blame them for it... I really can't.. I know exactly what they are thinking... given me their position.. I might have think the same way too.. infact I might even get quite irritated over it... so I can't blame them for whatever they choose to think....

me and my dear we have a nice talk at the jetty yesterday.. I am so glad we share the same sentiments on things... I am just so glad that he is able to understand me so well... and give me his full support and trust in whatever i do... I really hope this time i make the right decison....