Just saw my dear sms that he will be going down to Blk 19 to drink with Ah Gong and Alex... then gave him a call and he is already at the coffeeshop drinking... not sad that he is drinking though although in fact being down with a terrible stomachache and on medication, he shouldn't drink at all... just suddenly felt that pinch of loneliness suddenly... I have no idea why... I mean ever since we started this relationship other than those days when I am in Korea, we haven't been really apart from one another... in fact we met up everyday.. even though it might be for a short period of time when he just come and fetch me home from work... but still we spend everyday together... actually I am not supposed to be meeting him today but in the end he still come and fetch me off work.. But I just felt sad that I cannot accompany him to Blk 19 to drink... maybe not drink but just being besides him is enough... then I cannot talk to him also.. time spent with him is always not enough.. so bad until we dun even dare to let ourselves fall asleep at night scaring that the night will just flew past and mrning will come within the next min...
I think I have become too dependant on him in my life... which is good.. because I nv wanna to be that independant anyway.. and my darling said the more dependant I am on him the better... hahaha.. good enough... we go out together always.. including gatherings with frenz... everything.. nothing is missed without each other by the side other than when I go out with my family and at work... hahaha.. can't help it really... when we are not together I missed all the moments when we are together... sad case....
A quick update for my birthday.. hehehe...
on the 19th me and dear we went to Wenliang's wedding at Sun Plaza.. so sweet to see him and Tammy together married as a couple.. hehe.. too bad I have to attend my school graduation.. if not I would have joined the guys in the morning session.. hahha.. anyway I rushed down in a cab after my graduation ceremony and luckily I managed to reach there in time before the dinner starts... met up with JX, Ah Xiong, Wenlin, Maggie, Peiling, Litque, Ah B, LiYan, YingYao, Jinlong, Weijie.. oh my god the list is nv ending becoz we have 3 full tables to our entire gang.. hahaha... then the next thing U know Wenlin and Junxian start drinking with Derrick's table... wah.. Martell, Bacardi 151... (70+% alcohol level for your info... do U know how serious that bottle of hard liquer can be.. ppl are crazy I tell you.. they drink it nik somemore... crazy fellows..).. me and my dear we sat quietly by the side.. pretending to be in our own world hoping that noone will ask us to drink.. hahaha... I pretended to be super busy talking to Maggie... which in fact I am busy talking to Maggie really.. ehhe Dear pretended to be busy accompanying me, taking photos even though he is not the appointed main photographer, smoking and going out to take additional Martell from the car and going to the toilet.. hahaha.. then the night went past and Wenlin starts to get a bit rowdy... Junxian and Chris face become super red.... but they insist they are not drunk.. after drinking like one full glass of Martell and Baracardi 151 nik.. no ice at all.. anyway I shall give both of them the benefit of the doubt.. hahaha... then later when the wedding is over, dear is the driver for the wedding car and he very much wanted to drive me to WenLiang house together in the Mercedes.. hahaha.. but too bad there wasn't any chances and he got quite a bit disappointed and pissed abt it.. hahaha.. relax dear.. I am alright.. in the end all thanks to Litque who drove me to Wenliang house to meet up with my dear.. along the way me, Peiling and Liyan was talking non stop.. and dear told me Ah B commented the next day that 3 of us together become the United Nations.. hahaha... talk non stop... hahaha.. anyway after that Litque dropped me and dear off at his blk and we went back home... then his auntie dragged me out of bed and the room to sit in the living room to chit chat and watched a toopidz show which make no logic on TV.. hahaha... then we slept.. yah I was too tired.. I remember I forced himm to sang me a birthday song.. hahaha.. But i did mention that I am very fortunate... hehe
then the next mrning came.. we were still sticking to one another when I am supposed to be making my way home becoz mum wanna to go to IMM.. in the end went home, shower, went out to IMM for dinner then came back home.. that was it.. that is my birthday for this year.. i told my dear I dun need any birthday present but yet he went back to get a bear for me.. hehe.. so sweet of him.. then I went back office the next day and there was tons of presents on my office table.. a bouquet of flowers, sweets, a bottle of wishing star.. thanks to my collegues eh... Sharifah I know you will be reading this sometimes.. hahaa
