Ok I just blew it baby... just blew everything........ blew the perfect relationship by making things complicated, by saying the wrong things, by doing the wrong things... am I too late for regrets... I bet so.... but I so regretted telling my dear stuffs that I shouldn't have.. maybe by keeping to myself things will forever remain perfect in our relationship... there wun be any scars and there wun be any complications........I know you simply hate hearing his name... and anything that got to do with him and my past.. but but I wanna to be truthful.... I dun wan to hide anything from my dear....... I promise him I will tell him everything.... I promise him we will work things out together...... I promise him I will be truthful.... but maybe I shouldn't have say it for the sake of the relationship and for the sake of my dear's feelings......... why didn't I learn my mistakes from the past.... I simply hate myself to this point of time...
Maybe we just care too much about each other... like what my dear say maybe we are too serious about each other....
To my dear...
Dear I love ya... U know it deep within your heart.... nothing will affect my true love for you.... nothing at all.... so you dun have to think or worry too much really.... I know there will be a scar in your heart with regards to what we spoke about yesterday but that is not the problem... nothing is a problem as long as me and you we are willing to work things out... I am so sorry I spoilt the perfect relationship in your mind and make things complicated...I know things have been going sweetly until now....until I brought up the issues... I didn't meant to.. please forgive me for my ignorance and recklessness....
