I tell U why I am so grumpy early in the morning......
Yesterday night after a nice filling dinner at Swensens Marina Square plus a cafe mocha at Bistro Delifrance... I was tired.... I was nearly falling asleep while waiting for the cab at Suntec Convention Centre and on the cab..... my brain cells were all dead, my brain was not functioning properly, my mind was switched off into standby mode.. I was stoned bascially... there is nothing going through my mind.... just blank.... Ok so I figured out I am going to reach home.. have a nice shower and collapse onto my bed.... and GUESS WHAT.... I was tossing and turning on my bed till 3am in the morning.... ARGHHHH... it drives me crazy becoz over and over again I was trying to force myself to sleep.... Dun tell me it is because of the coffee... because Delifrance coffee really do have no impacts on me at all.... U know those nights when U really want to sleep becoz U are mentally and physcially tired but yet U can't becoz your mind and your brain is still in a semi conscious state.... I hate those nights..... and then finally around 3am in the wee hours of the morning.. I managed to force myself to sleep.. BUT i woke up at 7am in the morning... Oh MY GOD.. what is this world coming to?? When I need to wake up early in the mrning... I can't.. but when I dun need to wake up early in the mrning.. here am I at 10am in the mrning writing my blog complaining about how little sleep I have yesterday night.... I have black eye rings around my eyes I just notice it yesterday.....arghhhh... I am seriously in a very serious state of depression due to lack of sleep.. can someone please help to find me a doctor...?? I have to work late tonight.. i got a meeting that I am dreading in the afternoon.... and the last thing I need is to get a double shot expresso to prevent myself from stoning.... I most prob look like a zombie with toothpicks trying to push her eyes wide open.... I hate office politics... I hate meetings where different depts try to kill each other in the battle for survival... I hate meetings where different depts try to play "Tai JI" and shove the responsibilities to each other, blaming each other for what has happened... nothing will be solved at the meeting... just agruments after agruments.... and the next thing U know the same thing happen again.... and I thought the agenda for the meeting is to solve the problem and make sure that it will not happen again..... lousy agenda.... maybe I should call in MC becoz with this state of mind.. I will just most likely just take the stage and bark at every single one of them to f**king hell do ur own jobs properly and save the rest of the crap.... really sorry for the vulgarities.. hahahaha.... terrible eh.... I have a feeling I am going to smoke alot today... yah.. Thomas.. my smoking khaki.. I see U every one hour at the carpark eh... hahaha... then maybe this way we will be able to surive until 9pm tonight both U and Me... hahaha.. the pathetic two unlucky human beings...
Really wan to say sorry to my frenz yesterday.... I was so stoned I basically ignore his presence... I think I sometimes really do bore him alot.. because he will always stand or sit besides me and I will be lost in my own world of thoughts... hahahaha... so so sorry man... hehe... forgive me will U?? Hahha... anyway I hope you have fun at Zouk yesterday.. I will feel so guilty if U dun... becoz I might have just wasted a few days of ur blocked leave... hahahaa
Logged on to friendster and Oh My God.. they changed the profile again.... and it is looking even worse than the previous times.. hahaha.. who the hell give them comments to change it into this way... haiz... I think let me go lie on my bed and maybe I will be able to catch another half an hour of sleep... maybe........
