Can someone pls tell me why do I have to be so stubborn... why do I have to be so strong... why do I have to be so independant... why can't I rely on others.. why can't I be soft... why can't I be fragile..?? Why do I always think in other ppl shoes but forget all about myself..?? why....??
I will be alright... I clearly know what I want and what I do not want.... I have achieved what I set out to achieve.... I dun like to force things.. i dun like chances and I dun like something that do not belong to me in the very first place.... I truly believe in true happiness... what is urs is urs.. what is not is not... everything is fated.... sometimes as much as you try to avoid... the one thing U wun be able to avoid is your true feelings... try not thinking about it... and it only accumulate and snowball even more... face it up and U will be able to move on better than before...
I have moved on and I am moving on fine.... Life is like that... u get detours sometimes.. but I have always be clear about what I wanted and follow my principles well enough... I have always be alright... I am a loner... I can be a loner... I can survive on my own... I can live on my own... this trip prove it even more... it proved everything that I wanted to prove... to myself and to others.... at least for one thing... everything is clear now... follow your true feelings and you will nv be wrong... I will do fine.....just need to refocus... and I will be able to continue my path in life just fine.....
