Chris.. admit it.. it is going nowhere... I dun think it is or it will go anywhere.. why dun u just let it go and let things take its own course and go its own way rather than trying very hard to detour the normal course of things? It will make things even worse wun it?? The more U try the more u will fail.... what is urs will be urs... what is not... U can't force it to be.....maybe it is only wishful thinking on your part... how foolish can you be? from the very beginning U can't even get in touch with ur own feelings, how do u expect him to do the same thing? I bet he can't too.... do U really wan it just to fill in the vacant spot?? How selfish can U be?? U only think about urself but not about how others feel do u?? Give him a break.. ok?? I dun wan a relationship for the sake of a relationship... i want it becoz both parties truly like or love each other.. i dun wan to waste any more of both parties time... right?? Give it up.... U can nv fly... let go??
He seems to be the one I am looking for.. all his weaknesses to others seems like strengths to me.. he seems like a perfect gentleman to me.. all the plus points that I am looking for.. He make me laugh... he make me giggle.. I feel comfortable with him... seriously missing him.. missing the smell of his body besides me.. missing the smile.. the grin he have on his face... missing his warmth... I am just being silly pardon me.... I didn't know loneliness can really drive ppl over the edge crazy... hahahahaha...
