Monday, August 22, 2005

Fickle Minded..

I did a test today... and one sentence in the result said "U will fall easily in love with anyone who U can get along well with and whoever treat U well but it is only one sided thinking on ur part". WAT!!!?? I dun understand.. does it mean that I am fickle minded..?? Does it mean that I am too loose..?? What does it mean..?? I am surrounded by guys frenz.. some who I am very close with like Leon, Shi An, Chia He... do I love every single one of them because all of them treat me well.. there are a couple of guys who I click well with.. does it mean that I like them..?? OH MY GOD... that spell disaster U noe... Haha.. maybe I shld stay away from guys... But I might be a lesbian because there are a couple of galfrenz that I clicked well with too... hahahaha... Maybe I shld be alone.. then my heart will have no targets to shoot at... hahaha.... yayaya.. that sounds right.... if not I wun be that miserable now... like someone but can't get into his heart... tried to pull out but can't... in the middle of nowhere... I hate that feeling.... simply hate it to the core.... I always knew it is hard for two hands to clap... usually it is only one sided... but still... it takes time... shit I am becoming like Leon... trying to fly too fast on the CONCORDE... hahaha... haven't learn how to crawl wanna to learn how to run.... relationships need time to develop... need time to understand.. U can nv rush into things... rushing into things only spell trouble.. yappy yup...

Does anybody understand what I am saying.. yah becoz I am just mumbling rubbish to myself.. kindly ignore this entry... hahaha