You know I thought to myself today in the shower.... If I am going to die one day.. maybe committ sucide... who is going to attend my funeral.... I thought of the list of frenz who will get to know about my funeral and the list of frenz who will come to my funeral.. seem so little when I listed them all out.... and most importantly who will cry at the thought of losing me forever..?? My grandpa's best frenz just passed away... and it was the first time I heard my grandpa cry in public.... he felt guilty for not being there for his frenz especially that his frenz was calling out his name during the last few mins.... so it got me thinking... other than my parents... who else will be crying?? I listed a couple of my so called best frenz cum buddies.. I dun think they will cry... of coz they will be damn upset but they wun cry becoz with or without me in their life... it doesn't seem to make such a big difference... ppl always say they wan everybody at the funeral to smile and laugh but not to cry... I seem to be thinking the direct opposite.. only those who cried shows that I play a big part in making their life different... only those who cried are truly concerned abt me....
U noe what... this is what happen when u drink too much.. haha
