Tuesday, April 05, 2005

New Beginning..

I am going to lose my job soon.. but I know I will be very much happier than before...Just thinking about it make me smile... one of my new year resolution is not to make any compromises to my life this year... and I believe I have achieved my first very step in achieving that resolution... in stepping out... I will make myself more happier...

All along I have always compromise myself to help others... in the end making myself unhappy. I stayed behind in work to help others in need... which means I need to work longer hours... ppl might think hey U dun need to do that.. yah I am toopidz and that is why I am unhappy.... that is why I am so depressed and stressful.. but I will soon be walking out of it.. and moving on to a new pharse of my life.. which I can;t wait...

There are so many things out there that I want to achieve..... doing more research and coming out with more research articles... continuing with my masters or at least branch out to other areas.. in fact I am thinking of doing a diploma on sport and wellness.. or a leadership course... hehe... I have always wanna to do that when I was young... but nv went ahead to do so because there wasn't any future in such careers... finished my swimming courses.... U noe in life it is not money that matters the most but what U wanna to achieve... What U wannna in ur life... and what makes u happy... the most impt thing is to stay happy... isn't it? I have learned that forcing myself to pursue something just for the sake of money doesn't bring any happiness... U got to do something that U like... Although I am still looking for the ultimate perfect lifestyle.. I believe I will achieve it one day... maybe not in Sg but in OZ.. hehe... there are endless opportunities for me to explore out there... and I can't wait to do so... take up courses and continue my endless quest for knowledge and education.. hehe