I noe I got to do my payroll but it has been a very long time since I update myself on any recent happenings with my frenz so decided to come up and catch up with some of them... and at the same time wait for a silly ugly guy called Lawrence to finish his stock take and send me an email so that I can continue my work.... he is lucky that I have the bloody patience to wait up for him and that I am working in the mid shift from 12 - 8 tomolo....
Anyway.. came onto MSN and got some good and bad news.... some of my frenz just broke up with their gfs and bfs, some just got married, some frenz kid is one mth old this coming wed.. and some just fall heads over heels in love... so end up I got quite a mix of feelings after all.. happy for some but not for all...
I have this very good secondary frenz of mine... she and her bf used to stick together like sticky glue.... and all of us will really envy her relationship.. not becoz her bf was real gd to her but becoz she is really so damn gd to her bf.. like those who really listen to their bf... a perfect gf who maintain the relationship well... when I have problems with my relationship in OZ, she was the one who told me that once u get a gd guy, U shldn't let him go... becoz U might not be able to find someone as gd as him in the future... she used a bus theory which I remember very clearly... she say... when we are on this bus, we will think that this bus is lousy with no air con etc... we will always think that other buses will be much more better.. with air conditioning, cushioned seats blu blu blu... so we might choose to get down this bus and board some others... but when we board the other bus, we might come to realise that actually even though this new bus has airconditioning, it is damn packed and not as comfortable and cosy as the first one.. and we come to regret our decision but the first bus has already go off onto its own way and U miss it once and for all... it really make sense... she has always hold on to her own relationship believing that this bus is good enough for her and she nv wannna to alight it... no matter how gd other buses might be... even until now... on the verge of breaking up.. actually her bf went missing... no contacts no nothing... silent breakup ba I guess... i dun believe in crappy stuffs such as being too busy... dun give me such lame excuses... all I can say... this guy is not the right one... fate make it out this way.. all U can do is to let it go and move on to board some other buses... no use hanging on to this bus.. U will just get cuts all over u... Just tricks only Jackie Chan can do..
A frenz of mine just got married.. they sound happy.. and romantic... beginning of what I call a honeymoon period... I hope they are happily in love and be able to maintain it this way... two persons living a life together is not easy.... dun say forever.... sometimes long term relationships like my frenz wun even work out after some time... dun talk abt a marriage with even more committments, responsibilities, trust etc etc... a frenz of mine just become a father one mth ago... and now he is opening a dinner to celebrate... sounds like a happy father but behind those happy scenes he got to worry abt his child's expenses, his wife's expenses... considering that his pay is only abt 1000SGD per mth... and that he is only 19 years old... on my god... dun ask me to envy him becoz I can't.... U just dunno what U are getting urself into... this is a tough world to survive... and U still got to drag so many ppl with U... can't believe it...
A frenz of mine just got dumped... becoz his gf got a new bf.. actually I think she already got this bf when she is still with my frenz... make my frenz so sad but what to do... he nv open up his eyes and look carefully... and I told him before... young gers are nv easy to be with... arghh what the hell... love is a fucking toopidz word... I tell U... my frenz ask me.. can she find a better one... ? I told her.. I dun even noe the answer myself.... becoz for my case.. there aren't even a single bus travelling on the same road and journey that I am on... other than the current bus that I am taking... for 6 yrs..
