Haha.. I found a new skin.. really like my new skin now.. at least my blog look nicer..... and more different....
I am terribly sick todae... in fact I have been sick for a very long time and for the past few days..... after surviving for like coming to one year.. I finally decide to compromise my principles and take a MC from work.. last time I always can't bear to see my managers running full shift from morning to night.... that is why I die die also drag my feets go work... others managers always mc and I go help them to work full shift... damn toopidz of me... but guess what.. In the morning at around 7+.. I got a call asking me to go work earlier... supposed to start at 12... damn fucked up right.. I am sick hello..?? do anyone careszz.. ok say will find for me a replacement in the afternoon so that I can rest.. in the end... I ended up working full shift myself becoz there is no fucking managers to replace me... this world is damn idiotic... ppl mc I work.. I mc still I work myself... and the toopidz manager just went off like that.. dun even care whether I will faint in her shop... damn frustered... still angry now... now I finally realise how selfish can humans be.. it is always me to myself... only toopidz idiots like me will help others thinking that when I need help.. ppl will also turn around and help me... I must learn how to be more selfish in oorder to survive in the harsh environment and not be taken advantage of.... I am always too kind.. always help help help in the end ownself die also noone bother..
There is so many things in life that I wun wish to compromise or entertain but somehow I am just not used to saying NO... can every1 just back off.. I just wish to be left alone... I am sick.. can't I even have the right to stay at home and lie in bed waiting for tomolo to come.... there is sentosa... mahjong.. dinner... supper... KTV.... drinking........... thousands of entertainment... dun ppl just noe how to ask.....??? Are u Alright? Do u wan to stay at home and rest since U ARE BLOODY SICK?? Mum is still the best.. cook porridge for me...
