Friday, April 24, 2009

Longing to get out and go on a holiday...

It's been 2 weeks since I started working from home.. last week was still okay despite my computer being down for consecutive 2 days on Thurs and Fri.. Went out on Mon for baby checkup and then went out for waxing on Wed.. so somehow last week seems to pass much easier.. This week was terrible.. other than going for my check up on Mon... and a night car ride ard north on Tues.. I practically didn't step out of my house at all!

And the boredom is really starting to get on my nerves... SCV dun seem to be showing anything interesting.. none of the dramas seem captivating enough... the games are getting boring... work dun seem to be much of a joy... although I thank god that I still have work.. but I seriously long to go out for a walk... go shopping or even better go for a holiday... I am sooo sick of being stuck at home.. and all I see day in day out is my TV, my monitor and my mother in law... although it's true that at this point of time, I could barely stand/walk for more than 15 mins before I feel a slight lower backache and numbness in my legs as they tried very hard to support the weight of my body + my huge tummy... but still I jus long to get out...

Rick did suggest that I take a slow walk to the market about 10 - 15 mins away for lunch with my mother in law but my mother in law didnt like the idea.. and insisted that she can buy stuffs for me, should I need any... I think Raymond is right... sometimes you can't help but to ask when is the baby coming out?? Ada is flying off to Venice tonight and thinking back, I havent gone for a nice good holiday since Redang? That was ages ago! Like coming to a year... goodness... when can I go for a holiday again??

I think baby can feel my emotions because he is kicking/moving inside me now.. hah.. anyway it is jus the boredom that's getting into me... maybe I am starting to imagine things...or thinking too much... especially since I am not getting enough slp at night... and having aches here there and everywhere... things just seem to be at a standstill right now..