~ Pissed ~

Just when I thought that we have gotten the most difficult decision of the venue out of the way... no longer have to think abt it le.. we are back to square one again... what e fish...

Ring pillow

Anyone who know me well enough will know i am a arts and crafts idiot... But i wanted to do my own ring pillow because those sold are real expensive...

So my first attempt at sewing turn out not too bad lei. So proud of myself... This is just the first.. I will improve on it further..

Unprofessionalism

Just kana a ticking off from my boss today...

Indeed it was my bad.. I sent this very rude, harsh & horribly inpolite email to one of my subscribers who is due for renewal in Nov.. (GREEKS..I hate them!! Such stingy buggers!!) He was trying to haggle for a discount on the price which I replied to his email in a total defensive mood leaving him no face at all... you know one of those emails that "scold" you until you are like crap?

And the most toopidz thing was I bcc my boss in it.. with the underlying meaning that if anything happen, at least he know..

Yeh in the end he did know.. in fact he didnt disagree with what I was trying to put through.. but he totally dislike the way I pharse it..

It was sooo bad the client came back with a reply "as per your previous email, I dun think we can have any further discussions". Opps..

Dar think that email was very unprofessional of me too.. true la.. I am in customer service.. should have never written such an email to anybody as much as they piss me off... remember the time I kana a two page complaint letter just because I asked one of the regular clients who is agruing with me over a cup of coffee to go to Starbucks.. =X.. freaked out my operation director who immediately came to look for me and asked "did you really ask the client to go to starbucks.. how could you ask a client to go to the competiton... where did my gal with the highest customer service record go??"... Indeed I messed up.. so sorry Victor to lay you into such shit...

Anyway I have no idea what got over me today... first I agrued with a guy at Netherland Post for holding on to a parcel that should be delivered 2 weeks ago and not informing me.. then I sent this harsh email to a client... now my boss want to send me to some letter/email writing course.. and ask me to sit down with my lady boss on how to structure my emails properly in the future.. fuckz..

I guess maybe.. I need a break...

~Happy Anniversary~

2 years liao.. indeed time flies... but we still have a long way to go.. so it is in fact quite short in comparsion...

Yesterday dar proposed!!! I didnt expect that coming.. I thought he is not going to propose anymore (since our wedding plans are already on the way).. but he did.. which really came as a surprise..

Yesterday we went out for dinner at Bukit Timah Food Centre.. had my favourite stingray, sambal potato leaves and oyster omelette... then dar suggest that we go Labrador Park since we have nowhere else to go and the night is still young.. so I said ok.. it is a nice place to go to anyway... so off we went..

Walked from the carpark all the way left.. until we could see Sentosa, Mt Faber, Vivo City in the far horizon.. then we stopped to have a chat while enjoying the sea breeze..

Cant really remember much from here.. becoz everything is in pieces.. too excited to even bother remembering.. everything just fast forward...

Anyway he said ".... would you marry me?....." and in my mind i am like "duhz.. not this question/sentence again" (becoz he said it too many times) and I said "....no rings no flowers no nothing..." and he said "I got a ring for you...!" and I looked down to his hand and the first thing i saw was the couple ring that we got for each other and I was just about to say "you use that ring to propose to me" when I saw something bling bling on the tip of his finger in the shadows... and oh my god... it is a solitaire ring!!!.. I am like "what the hell... you got a ring for me!!!.. when did you buy it..?? how come i dunno??!!" So surprised.. so shocked.. so happy... I cant stop laughing.... I dun dare to take the ring from the tip of his finger becoz my hands were trembling and I am soo afraid I will drop it into the waters... anyway he wore it for me in the end... hehee

He said he wanna to kneel down but becoz there were too many people he is too pai seh to do it.. and I am sooo glad he didnt.. becoz I will be too pai seh myself too!!.. Hahaha.. anyway I am so touched by his sincerity..

Anyway the ring size was too big for me so we took it back to change it to 2 size smaller.. here's a glimpse of my proposal ring..

I dunno if he is the right guy for me, I dunno if i am making the right decision, I dunno if I will regret in the future.. we promised to bring a future together by entering into a committment... so a future we will..anyway marriage is a gamble.. you dunno if you will win or you will lose... but without putting the bet, you will still be at point zero... So i am going to showhand this time... and hopefully.. I will win a lifetime of happiness...

I cant sleep...

Just came back from ktv with the gers... first time I am out till so late by myself without dar besides me.. only got back abt 1.30am coming to 2am in the morning... usually I will be back by ard 12 midnight..

Somehow I just miss him... even though we seldom meet up on weekdays, even though we seldom talk much on weekdays.. (can still call him now la.. he will be wide awake in the casino trying to win back the $300 bucks we lost the previous trip).. hahaha.. anyway it is just weird to know that he is in Msia and I am in SG and we are two countries apart...

Dar Is Away...=(

Dar just called me to tell me that he and the guys are setting off to Msia now.. somehow I felt very upset to hear that.... *sob sob*

 

Even though it is only one day.. even though he will be back tomorrow... even though I am meeting up with the gers for a night of KTV fun....

 

but..............

 

Aiyah still sad la.. sianz...

 

I Wan To Fly!

On e way to work now. Saw a couple with two huge trolley luggage bags on e way to Changi Airport

I ALSO WAN TO GO!! Come to think about it hor this year i never fly anywhere lei...!! My last trip was 2 years ago to Korea. This year all road trips only... How can....!!

Cant wait for next year Jan trip to wherever (not confirmed yet ma). I must fly no matter wat. Of coz nt to KL la. I will be damn pissed to fly to KL.