You know.. it is so much different going on a holiday with my family / my frenz / my darling....
Going on a holiday with my darling is soo much more fun.... even though it is only across a bridge to Sentosa... like you start looking forward to it.... then it makes you so happy inside out.... just like a small kid who just keep screaming "Yippess I am going on a holiday!!!!"
Last time when i wanna go on a holiday, it is because i need to get away.. be it from work or anything else... I just need to go somewhere quiet, have some time to myself, relax and work my life out....
But going on a holiday with my darling is different... it is not to get away from anything... it is to break through the normal norms and do something different... and of coz to spend more precious time together...
Seriously I cant explain any reasons why.... I see him every weekend.. but it is never enough..because time always flies past in a blink of an eye when we are together... (or maybe becoz we always sleep through half of the day)... but somehow after we finish washing Baby Pica, half of our Sunday is gone... and it is back to bluey Monday...
But maybe it is because we only get to spend weekends together now, that's why we treasure it so much... but the funni thing about human nature is this... a little bit is never enough.. but alot is too much... I asked my darling the other day... if we are going to see each other everyday... 24 hours... 365 days... like when we are married and staying together... do you think we will still look forward to seeing each other, do you think we will still look forward to meeting each other.. or spending time with each other like how we do now...the answer for both parties is NO... sad but true...
Hey this is life.... by that time everything is a habit... so you are so used to doing the same thing everything, the craving wun be there anymore.... just like when you have the craving for bak kut teh one day... you have it once and stop... perhaps after a week you will still have the cravings for it again... but if you eat it everyday... dun even talk about cravings, you will get so sick of it that you dun even wan to snift it at all..
Maybe breaks are not that bad after all.. because it is only during breaks you realise how important the person is to you and how much you miss him / her when he / she is away
