Like the first time I took my advanced theory test, after the success of my basic theory test, I am super confident that I will also pass my advanced theory test and I have rather high expectations for it... even though I didnt say it out... but I flunked it... sooo my morale went all the way down to the bottom....
And yesterday I took a mock test of 200 questions and I flunked almost half of them... and I got super pissed and super low morale as you can imagine... to me advanced theory test of multiple choice questions is so much harder than reading a 500 page thick text book and writing 5 essays in 2 hours for my uni exams... and I was wondering why the hell do I need to suffer and take this test anyway..........
But darling said "It is only less than 10 bucks.. just go and take it... taking it at least got chance.. never take it confirm fail... in uni each exam so expensive.. you never stressed then you stressed at 10 bucks test.." So ok.. but anyway I tell myself and everybody around me... I sure confirm fail liao.... but I still forced myself to wake up early in the morning today, went down to Yio Chu Kang to take my advanced theory test... dad asked me to pray to the "Guan Yin Godness" before going out and he wishes me good luck.... (he also very kan chiong for me lei..) on the way to SSDC dar together with Ling Ling and Helen also sms me to wish me good luck... and I replied with a haiz... which Ling Ling messaged back with "Aiyah dun think too much la.. JUST TAKE THE TEST"... okay I got the hint.. hahaha.. as much as I try not to set too high expectations on myself.. look like so many others are more anxious than me sia.....
Ok I reached SSDC, did some last minute reading.. and went into the room at 10.30am to face my sentence.... took extremely long today to do my test.... dunno why also... but anyway I was one of the last 3 to leave the room.....
and.........and....... and.......... and............. and...................
I passed!!!!! See.. my opposition theory work loh... when I said I fail I will pass... wahahahahahaha.. now one last hurdle to cross... the hardest one also... jialat....*sweat*
