Tuesday, May 30, 2006

not in the best of moods 2

HAIZ.....
haiz.....

i think my period is around the corner... that is why i am starting to feel irritated at the smallest little things... a tiny bug flying around my body and face, the hot and humid weather, the noisy and stuffy train ride, my long hair being too thick for the hot weather, the itch on my face caused as a result of my long hair tickling it, the flu that nv seems to stop, my bf saying the wrong things..... and the list goes on and on.... actually none of these things went wrong... given a perfectly normal day, i would have just swap it off as nothing.. but given today.. everything is just plain irritating...

I read in a book somewhere that when a person is feeling down, it is becoz of how he/she think at that particular moment in time.. if u choose to think badly, you will make urself feel badly becoz in ur brain you think nothing is good.... therefore it will interpret nothing as good... and therefore everything turn out to be bad as expected.... i keep on telling myself that I am having a wrong mindset and that is the main reason why i am feeling down...

apparently it didnt work out as what i planned it to be, did I? Hahaha.. if not i certainly wun be writing this blog sulking on how my day sucks... actually it didn't... but haiz.. blame it on my thoughts..... nv ending thoughtssss...