Loneliness

I believe I have hurted someone badly even though he just refused to show it to me.... but I got to be frank becoz I really dun wish to drag things any further when we are not meant to be... yes I understand it might be a one sided agrument but dragging things on will just waste further time for him... maybe using this time period.. he might have already be able to move on and find a better partner who can give him happiness rather than sadness, moods and depression... even though it might be a tough process but he has always been strong and I believe soon enough he will be able to stand strong on his feet and find someone who is truly perfect for him who will help him to forget a person like me... It is not easy to be able to give up and forget a 6 yr relationship really.... a relationship that take so much efforts to build... but if this relationship continue.. it is not becoz of love... it is becoz of a word called habit... and this word is not the main ingredient to a long last lasting relationship which enables couples to hold hands to the ages of 80+... we or maybe I am just so used to each other existence.. that I thought without him.. I will seriously just die in my life... some memories just stay in ur head.... they are meant to be there forever.. it will come back to u where ever u go.... and all u can do is just not to think too much abt it really... I am lonely too... although it might not seem that way..but some ppl do sense it underneath my face and I am glad becoz they are the ppl who truly know me.... I am also trying very hard to reconstruct my life... a life with just me and me alone.... a life without someone there to support u.. someone there to share ur unhappiness... someone who cares...someone to laugh with me at my silly jokes... but that is what I choose... a loner's life....