I have no idea why I seem to receive more calls after work than any of the other assistant managers or even store managers..... I dun remember a clause in my contract saying that I am on 24 hours standby and why the fuck do they keep on calling me? Cannot find things call me, wanna take order call me, wanna change coins call me, dunno how to do payroll call me... ask for staffs also call me.... fucking hell.. how big can the shop be... can't U go and find it urself.. I am terribly sure U can surely find the things in one silly corner.... dun mention that I only got about 8 chillers in my shop...dun they have anybody else to call except for me... I am not even the store manager somemore.. why can't they choose someone with higher authority to ask?? As if I know everything on earth... other shops wanna ask for people numbers also call me..... sooner or later I am going to flare up and ask all bloody idiots to fuck off... seriously... stop calling my HP especially while I AM ASLEEP..!! Probably forgetting about the long holidays... they nv standby enough notes for me this mrning and I got to go and beg from others... just to cover over someone's ass...
I made a couple of mistakes today...
1. I shldn't have collected my cake todae... ppl just dun deserve it
2. I shldn't have stay back and helped to clean up the shop... when it is flooding becoz it just give ppl the chance to do lesser work and enjoy more....
3. I shldn't have ask my bf to pick up and deliver the cake by 12+ at the time when my shop is flooding like crazy
4. I shldn't have ask him to wait for me to go off work... becoz he got nothing better to do.. other than piss me off by rushing me to go off work everytime he walk back into the shop... when I got a hillstack of things waiting for me to do...
5. I shldn't have gotten angry at him... for picking me off work and waiting abt 5 hrs...
6. I shldn't have stress and make myself angry becoz of some toopidz idiot... on my second last day of work.. becoz he is simply not worth the effort... I have nv seen someone as crappy as him... he got 5 staffs working for him but the entire shift is like shit... 2 mgrs doing tarts together.. so what if U got no baker.. hello..?? I survived thru with no baker what makes U think U as a guy U can't make it..?? ... I am only so glad I left the shop and the toopidz company....
Sometimes I really feel sorrie for my bf.... he is always standing at the front firing line... and he simply have no idea how to handle my moods and anger... I was tired and sleepy today on my way home... due to a sleepless night before... and he just kept quiet... all he need to do is to give me a hug before I start sobbing... is it really so difficult..?? Maybe I deserve to be alone... since I also can't understand my own temper...
