Chatting with my frenz yesterday on Msn.. she and her boyfrenz have been together for like 4 coming to 5 years.. a very gluey couple also... they lived together always meet each other after work and they are practically heads over heels in love with each other.... in fact I always thought their relationship is going to last and soon they will get married since they are already more or less staying together.. but yesterday my gerfrenz msg me to tell me that she is in love with someone else... and she dunno if she shld break up with her bf considering that he will be damn upset and that he has always treat her fairly well.. thirdly she is also scared that the new love of her life may not be up to her expectations and maybe not even half as gd as her current bf... that was exactly what I went through a couple of times...
But one thing different.. I wouldn't say that I am in LOVE with someone else becoz for all u noe.. it may just be a temporary crush.... the significant thing between a crush and love is that for now with the current knowledge of ur crush.. U may think that he will be the best bf in the world.. but when U really go steady with him.. U will realise that U in fact dun even like him at all.. both of ur characters can't even match... a crush will always be better in the position of frenz than steads... becoz as steads it wun last... but as frenz U can say forever... he may understand U, may treat U well or even much better than ur bf... he may have certain strengths that ur bf can never compare up to... but still U will get scared at the idea that one day if both of u are steads.. what will actually happen..? But as a bf everything just happen naturally... from frenz straight to love... and by the way a crush can also be a one sided affair.... that will nv develop...
I do have a crush now on someone who I will never imagine myself with... even though there are alot of things that we are similiar in... like the things we eat, the things we like... U know sometimes it is really surprising and amazing how two different peoples with totally different characters and personality and backgrounds can like the same things..... same song, same food... OMG... but our characters are far apart... and being together will mean there will be a lot of compromises to be made.... but I like him being a gentleman... he knows how to treat and pamper a ger well... but I can say my crush is a one sided affair becoz I am nv the type of ger that he will go for... haha... the first thing is eekks... I think I am simply crazy to have a crush on him... kaos... when did my taste become so extreme.. haha... but anyway I am sure it will pass... there can only be one love of ur life but there can be many many crushes going through in your life... some crushes do develop into the love of ur life but... let leave everything to fate and destiny... if we are fated to be together... we will be...
