Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Thoughts....

Too much free time on my hand ba I guess.. actually got things to do but dun wish to do them.... P&L analysis report.. haiz... see the invoices also sianz.... my sweet darling is in the army ma now doing his first reservist so I am all alone out there... with no where to go and no money to shop... since pay is not out yet until 2 days later...

Went to read some of my frenz friendster testimonials... some married liao... surprising how every frenz of mine in poly or from IRC think I will be the first one among everybody else to get married and now... thousands of my frenz are getting married ahead of me.. haha... yah... all my frenz thought since my relationship has been running for 6 yrs liao... I shld be the first one to give out wedding invitations... how I hope so.. haha.. but anyway... my cousins and frenz have all gotten married in front of me... and they look so SWEET together.. damn it.. I am jealous.. very jealous... and some even have babies liao... I went back to my grandma place and one of my cousins brought her new born babygal back for me to see.. they look so happy and sweet together.... with the baby hugging both her mummy and daddy.. haiz... and the toopidz baby called me auntie... arghh.. couldn't get over it... seriously thinking back.. I also wan to get married.. for now... that is my thinking for now.. maybe 5 mins later it will be different again.. haha.. mind always confused ma.. hehe.. get the chance to choose my wedding ring... wedding gown.. select my wedding venue... go for my honeymoon... take wedding photos... but too bad... my grandpa passed away last yr so accordingly to chinese traditions I got to wait 3 yrs before having any weddings.. hahaha...

Anyway me and my bf decide to get a pair of rings for Valentine Day this yr... so we went around looking for nice ones... and they are all so expensive!!!! a nice pair of wedding bands cost like $1200++ bucks...!!!!! Can U believe it??????? OH MY GOD and the cheapo ones are so damn ugly and plain.... kaos..... headache sia...