Todae on my way to work.. I saw this guy who really look very much like my ex bf... suddenly memories start flooding back in my brains... this ex bf of mine is the first guy I really like... I think I was abt 14 that yr... He is not perfect... but somehow I just fall heads over heels with him... He was the first guy who I brought to meet my parents... but my parents surely wasn;t happy to see him.. haha... He was a AH BENG... he was there smoking in front of my parents.. and his wearing... oh my god.... But after he went into the Boys Home, we lost contact.. on the day he was supposed to come out.. I called him and a gal saying to be his gf picked up the phone... I mean all along I noe he wasn;t serious and he has like tons of gfs behind my back.. but still.. silly of me right?? But really give me a chance I would really like to meet up with him once... dun have to sit down and chit chat over a cup of coffee or anything... just look and know what he is doing now..? Is he doing well now.. or still the same old fellow going in and out of jail.. I will be happy enough... when I saw the look alike guy todae.. I nearly thought it was him... but too bad it wasn't.... not to say if I still have feelings for him though... becoz oh come on.. it has been like so long ago... 8 yrs.... just missing ba i guess....
