I just finish doing my half monthly analysis report cum P&L analysis... it is so very the long and tiring.... on my eyes on my brains... sometimes I just wonder.. why am I loaded with paperworks that are the most ma fun to do one.. there must be something very wrong with me.. I guess...
At the same time I just finished watching a chinese drama series called "At the dolphin bay". Surprised that I still have time to watch vcds.. but hey I gave up alot of my beauty sleep to watch through the entire vcds k.. a lot of sleepless nights... BUT it is a very nice show... I am so touched... I cried from the very beginning of the show right to the end.. very the emotional yah I noe..
Sometimes even though a gal might look tough, determined and strong.. sometimes they just have their fragile moments don't they?? And every ger hope for the perfect guy to be by their side giving them the love that they need... but everyone is greedy right? I really like the guy in that show... and I simply feel the emotions that he went through when he got to give up the one that he always love and care for someone who is going to die.. who love him so much... I asked myself that question again.. would U choose to be with someone that love U more than U love him/her or someone who U love but dun love U as much... ??Even though he decide to give up his love for someone who love him yet he dun love.. he still care very much for the one he love.. silently supporting her throughout.. so wei da... I think such things only happen in shows and dramas but not in real life right..?
I do have someone who love me very much... sometimes after watching such romantic love stories.. I always tend to take his love for granted... comparing that he dun simply love me as much.. as what the guy will do.. hoping one day I will be able to find a guy like in the show... silly right...? Can't help it... it is every ger right to dream of their own prince charming no matter how much far fetched it can be from reality... true love will always find each other... is he my true love..? I think I will nv noe the answer to that qns... but still I thank him for being there when I need him... just like the guy who silently support the ger.. even though her love for him might not be that strong...
I have someone in my heart that I really love... alot in the past... but he has a gf... and he dun like me at all... even if he like me.. we can't be together... becoz our status is completely different from one another... traditional thinking when it come to status... this world is just so confusing...
