Normally ppl only start looking back on the very last day of the year.. I think I am early by one day.. but what the hack... do I look as if I care... Haha.. time really flies very fast... I am back in SG for one yr liao... didn't realise I have been back for so long.. but my missing for OZ is still on and off thou... within this one year.. I think I have been busy with work and work still... this whole year is practically dedicated to work ba...
A few memorable moments: Tioman, Australia Graduation Trip.... The rest are basically insignificant.. haha... Tioman was the prettiest place I have ever been in Malaysia... and most importantly.. it was the ppl that I went with... my Deli collegues.. they are superb onz... haha.. they make the whole trip so fun for me... not at all boring... a couple of things did happen at Tioman thou... which is not nice to remember and I also dun wish to remember it much but I guess it will always been inprinted in my heart so let just try and dump it back to the dumpster...
Australia Graduation... this yr I finally achieved one of my highest achievements in history.. haha... a degree... still can't believe I actually manage to achieve that.. to think I was just about to drop out of secondary school? Haha... but I managed to do that with the support of my buddies in OZ too.. they pushed me along the way.. haha... But I bet they chiong and drink with me more.. haha... we hanged out at night chatting, playing mahjong, eating late dinners... cooking... haha.. making a mess of our kitchen... It was nice... I brought my dad to Australia... to see how I live there.. I bet he is surprised how I manage to survive alone overseas for so long... haha... Jerry and me brought him around Brissy, Gold Coast and Toowoomba.. Jerry was my dedicated driver together with his khaki Andy.. haha.. thanks to both of them... my whole trip managed to run smoothly and comfortably for my dad... but I have fun too.. hehe...
Still in the midst of accummulating work experiences... I hope I can survive long enough.... haha... sounds negative but frankly I guess everyone is tired... and everyone hope to get a better job, better treatments, better benefits right?? Haha.. Let hope 2005 will be a better year in work...although my horoscope don't agree... arghhh... My horoscope says I will be in bad luck for 2005... in work, in my love life and even my family... arghh... what will happen??? Just when I hope things can become better... just when I wanna start life anew and live a brand new life, a brand new me.... a better me, a real me.. I really hope I can start living my life for myself... be happier... can I??
My grandpa who is very close with me in Malaysia is down with a very bad illness... docs predict he wun be able to survive until the end of next yr... so I have a bad feeling 2005 will be a yr when someone close to me will go... I can see he is trying very hard to push himself on... he got very strong determination even for his age at 80+... he is trying to push himself on until next yr... he knows very well that if one day he go, the whole family tree will collapse... everyone will be so sad.. he has always been the main support for the whole family.. I am heartbroken when I saw him during my last visit a few days ago... sometimes ppl only realise how important someone really is when u are at the verge of losing him/her...
Went back to Malaysia, my cousin (same age as me) who got married last yr or this yr (can't rem) brought her daughter back to my grandma's place... arghh... her daughter call me auntie..... sob sob... seeing her, her husband and her daughter being so happy together.. I really wish if one day I get married I will have the same family portrait too... but... that day got to wait long long huh... hehe... I just wanna be single now and enjoy my life ... without being tied down... contridicting myself... I noe... haha...
All the best for 2005!!!! Hehe... but I wanna get myself drunk on the first day of 2005... that is my way of celebrating... haha
