Saturday, January 28, 2006

Quick Blog...

Ok let do a quick one.. actually I have alot of things to write... alot of things to update in this scrapbook of mine... but I got no time.. hahaha... if not I am just too lazy and tired to do so...

Anyway today is the eve of Chinese New Year and once again I will be leaving my precious dear dear to go back to Malaysia.. first it was Korea now it is Malaysia.. but we got no choice have't we??? Dun wan to imagine the horrible jam at Johor Causeway... haiz... every year you face the same old thing over and over again... duhz... but this year becoz of my grandpa.. die die also must make our way back home for the reunion dinner... woke up damn early this morning to pack all my things... actually it is partly also becoz i got a stupid running nose that's why I woke up so early...

Previously I met up with my poly mates.. the first thing that everyone is asking everyone is when is everyone getting married.. hahaha.. I think when we reached this kind of age, that is the typical question that get shooted into your face everytime.. I am prepared for that question too when I go back to Malaysia... my grandparents, uncles and aunties will be so anxious to know if I have a bf, what is he doing, how old is he, when we are getting married and when we are going to have kids.... the most impt thing I guess all of them are trying to guess is if I will be having a shot gun marriage.. hahaha.. too bad... they waited too long for the bad news... and it is still not happening yet... anyway I am glad all my poly mates are doing fine.. hehehe... we only have one gathering once in a year so we kinda of treasure it more...

To my darling...
I am soooooooo going to miss ya... but remember what I have been trying to nag at U the entire of yesterday night k... dun smoke too much while I am not around to keeep a lookout on U hor... hehehe.... will sms u whenever I can.. and I got a surprise for U in your wallet... hehehe.. so conduct a search for it k?? hehehe.. muackz.. I love ya....

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Seeing me in someone's arms

I just read this email that a frenz sent to me a few days ago... it talks about this couple... the gal was involved in an accident and was seriously injured and unconscious... the boy was besides her all along... hoping and praying that she will be awake someday and after waiting continously for a few months, God was touched by him and offered him a deal.. he will become a dragonfly for 3 yrs in exchange for the gal's life.. which he agreed. He was always there besides the gal, silently accompanying her... but after the 2nd year, there was a new guy besides the gal who happens to be the doctor who healed her. The dragonfly was very upset.. and on the last day of the 3rd year period, the gal got married to the doctor... the email ended with this sentence "There are some relationships that was fated to have no endings, there are some relationships that was fated to be lost. Loving a person doesn't mean that you have to hold on to him/her, but having the person, you got to make sure you love him/her properly". 有些緣份是註定要失去的﹐有些緣份是永遠不會有好結果的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他.

After reading this email there are some words that came up to my mind which I need to say to the two important persons who once make an impact on my life....

I am sorry I hurted U
And I know it hurts to see me in someone else's arms
But U know that we are not right for one another no matter how much we try to compromise for each other.....
And U told me before you so much wanted me to be happy....
I sounded selfish but I know one day U will find ur true happiness also..
And till then, I will give U my true blessings...
Knowing that U are happy too..
Thanks for all the memories..

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Ginger Tea & Flu...

Holding on to a hot cup of ginger tea besides me now trying to prevent myself from getting a flu.. hehehe.... just putted down the phone with my darling deary who urgently need to go to sleep because he need to be in camp tomorrow at 9am to disarm. Then he will have to go down to Changi to get his staff pass done. As for me, I am supposed to wake up at 9am too (asked my darling to give me a morning call tomorrow when he reached camp) because I need to go to the doc for my semi annual blood test... hahaha.. then maybe go photocopy all my resumes and certs because I have an interview at NUH tomorrow at 4.30pm, get some undies and I need to do something else which I can't remember what is it now.. hahahaha.. sad case... my memory is just failing me isn't it?? Oh I need to wash my slippers and my shoes which I haven't got the chance to do so... hardly spend time at home now... I am either at work or I am with my darling...spent most of my free time with him yet we still both think it is so not enough... hahaha.. he blamed me for his flu... I blamed him for all the silly things that he do... but that is what is so cute abt him.. he is just like a small little kid to me.. and I am just like a small little ger to him... in front of me u will see a totally different guy.. a guy who know jolly well how to sulk and grumble in a cute way to try and get his way through.. hehehe... we both agreed that this blog should become like a scrapbook for both me and him.. because since our memories are so poor... maybe 10 days, 10 months or 10 years down the road.. we can't even remember what happen previously.. at least we can still look back at this blog (provided it is still there) and remember all the small little details that contributed to our lifes.. hehehe.. there is just so much that we want to do.. but we just keep on postponing it because we do not have the time.. haha.. swimming and playing badminton are one of those things on the list...let see what happe previously...

12th & 13 January 2006
Can't really remember what happen.. i bet darling must be in camp and I must be working.. hehehe..

14th January 2006
Met up with darling for lunch at blk 166.. it is the 1st or the 15th of the chinese lunar month therefore I need to eat vegetarian food.. so blk 166 is the only neaby kopitiam that offered veg food... hehehe.. anyway we met up abt 1.30pm... then after which we went back to darling's place for a rest and nap session... then after being woken up by Ah Qiam, Ah Boon and Wenliang because they jio us to drink at Ginza.. hehehe.. we haven't been down to that place since Christmas.. hehehe.. anyway darling's mum cooked our favourite dish "bittergourd with egg" and sardines.. so we ate dinner before we went out to meet up with the rest of the guys around 8pm... when we reached there.. only Ah Xiong, Ah Boon and Wenliang were there together with Celest.. hehe.. the 3/4 Martell that was left over during Christmas was once again on duty.. hehehe... mission was to be completed by end of the day.. so the guys started with Dai Di.. hehehe... which was not my favourite because I am damn lousy at it.. but anyway darling's hands was damn poor that day because he nv got any of the biggest cards which is a 2 at all... his cards were all damn small and miserable... so I took the cards for him.. hehehe... I am damn toopidz at this game.. I can never game even though I always get gd cards.. hahaha... so ended up I took the cards for him but he was the one playing the game.. hehehe.. the tables has turned baby.. hehehe.. then they switched to bluff.. hahahaha... dear was playing it at the beginning while I am just watching... then dear went to the gents and asked me to took over.. hahahaha... I am becoming super gd at it.. heheh.. Ah Xiong and Ah Boon both got a taste of my terror.. hahaha... then it is me vs Wenliang!!.. hahaha.. but anyway I didn't lose much anyway.. hehehe... finshed up the Martell well before Junxian comes.. continued on to beer.. then I got to be on my way home le... as it is already 12midnight so darling sent me home on the bike.. hehehe...

15th January 2006
Oh Oh.. this day is special for both of us.. because we went on our first overseas road trip.. jotted it down jotted it down.. hehehehe... we crossed the causeway and went to Malaysia.. the main purpose was to go there and pumped petrol of course.. but anyway we are both very excited abt it.. hahaha.. deary came over and fetched me in the morning.. we went over to his place for a short nap while waiting for Ah Xiong to finish washing his bike... the weather looked bad like it is going to rain any minute so we are also not very sure if we should risk going into Malaysia.. so we waited until abt 6pm.. then as we are both hungry.. we decided to go down to Old WDL central for dinner while waiting for Ah Xiong to confirm with us if he want to go into Malaysia.. anyway we need to change some RM also.. so we changed our money... then we headed to Mackays to try the new Fan-tastic burgers... they were ok... but not really fantastic though.. but they are damn filling.. because they are made of sticky Japanese style rice.. hahaha... then Ah Xiong called to say we will use the Tuas second link and arranged for a place to meet... so at about 7.10pm we set out for the beginning of our first road trip overseas... but first we made a detour to Shell station to pump a little bit of petrol.. met up with Ah Xiong at 7.50pm.. then we went in.. it was a smooth clearance... Ah Xiong was speeding like crazy (160+??) and dear was super pissed because his bike can only clock to a max of 118 max.. hehehe... we went to eat herbal chicken which was yummy... I always loved Malaysian food.. then we came back using the WDL Checkpoint after getting their ciggies and pumping a full tank of petrol... end of a tiring day.. hehe

16th January 2006
Hmm.. what happened on 16th?? I think darling was in camp and I was working from 3 - 11pm.. but there was some delays at the workplace resulting in me only able to leave PS at around 11.30pm.. darling is already so tired because he got not enough sleep... and I felt so guilty for making him wait outside for me for so long... even though he kept on reassuring me it is alright.. hehe...

17th January 2006
Darling was in camp until 7pm.. I am at work from 3pm to 11pm.. then darling came and fetched me off work at 11pm.. although we finished real early today because it is Kenji's shift... we finished closing at about 10.30pm and Kenji asked me to go out for supper together with his gf Jane and our baker Jeffrey which I so much wanted to go because I wanted to eat clams and mussels (lalas with extra chilli)... hehhee.. but I know darling is tired.. so by dragging him to supper mean he will get home later and get even lesser sleep so I decided to forgo supper.. anyway we have plenty of time to eat it next time anyway... so I stood outside and waited for him until 11pm... then we came home.. passed him some ginger tea and medicine for his flu... then we spoke on the phone after I showered and he was grumbling abt me not spending enough time with him at night... and that's why he got a flu.. hehehehe... because I am not there to cover the blanket for him...

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Stomachache

Oh... having a stomachache right now... I haven't update my blog for quite some time right? No leh... only less than one week ago ba.. why I feel like it has been so long leh?? Look like the blog have become quite a part of my life le.. hehehe

My dear is in camp for reservist.... sad le... have to wait until Sat before he can be out from camp... can't wait for Sat to come.. but anyway he might be able to come out tomorrow night so most likely he will come and fetch me off work at 11pm.. hehehe...

Ok what's been happening since my last blog.. I need to recap sia.. my memory is failing me.. I can't even remember what happen on Mon... OMG....

6th December 2006
Can't remember what happen...

7th December 2006
Can't remember too.. hahaha....

8th December 2006
Dear dear went to camp... and I think I went to work... Oh yah.. I went back to Informatics in the morning at 9pm to return my keys and my staff pass... then met up with some ex-collegues for a smoke and a bit of chit chat.. then I rushed down to Ngee Ann City for a appt of mine... then off to Paragon in the rain to transfer some stuffs then to work at 1pm to 8pm.. then dear dear called me to tell me he is able to book out that night so he came and fetched me home on his bike.... Okok I know I know after much persuasion.. I decided to sit on his bike.. so we went down to BLk 211 for dinner... then we went home because we both very tired... hehehe


9th December 2006

Ok dear dear is not working.. I am not working too... But what did we do? Hmmm... I think dear went to wash bike with Ah Xiong and Jinlong in the morning around 11am while I stayed at home... then I decided to go out to the library to realise that the library is closed on public holidays... duhz.. I was pissed abt it... then I went to buy my printer ink which is super expensive.,... $45 bucks for the black ink cartridge... then went to rent some shows and went back to my darling's place to watch the show that he always wanted to watch "Shen Hua". But I think we fell asleep half way throughout the first disk.. sad case... then I think we woke up and went out to Blk 883 for dinner.. yummy.. Tom Yam soup and pineapple rice again... then we went to Mustafa Centre to get some stuffs for darling's bike and went back... took the bike out for a ride.. hehehehe... blow air.. hehehe.. but I am in shorts so darling very scared i cold.... he was stroking my feets in order to give me some warmth.. so sweet of him... then he sent me home and just outside my door he realised that one of my earrings is gone!!! but becoz it is very late le.. so he asked me to go in first.. and he will help me to look for my earrings.. and poor thing he was really looking onto the floor for my small tiny earrings... but he found it on the ground next to his bike... oh my god.. hehe he know I really love the earrings alot... and trust him to even notice that my earrings are gone.. hahaha

10th December 2006
Rainy day again as usual... darling went out with Ah Xiong to change his bike's tyres as they are spoilt... then he ended up changing his brakes' pads as well... toopidz previous owner sold him a lousy second hand bike... in the end so much things need to be changed.. and it costs more money than buying a good bike... anyway.... I went out to the library to get some books as well as to DBS Bank to process some transactions on my account... then darling called me to tell me that he will be going down to Tuas at 1+ becoz Kelvin met up with an accident and they need to go down to help him out.. so I thought it is ok.. I let him go.. while waitinffor him in the library.. then the next thing U know I looked at my watch it is already 4+.. half a day is gone and he is still not done yet... I got pissed... but I dun want to disturb him.. so I didn't message or called him but I am super pissed and fed up... then he called me to tell me he is on his way home so I went and met up with him at his place.. it is raining like crazy so he couldn't come and pick me up on his bike and he know I wun sit on it too... so when I met up with him.. being my darling he know straight away that I am super pissed out abt something.. and he certainly know what it is... so he apologised to me.. how can I bear to be angry at him for long.. after a while we were ok... hugging and snuggling in bed... hehehe... sweet then we fell asleep again.. duhz.. actually he fell asleep first then I decided to take a short nap too.. hahaha... then we woke up at around 7+.. went out to blk 19 for dinner... then home again for a while.. actually want to take the bike out for a ride again but toopidz weather... it start to rain again so in the end he took the van and drove me home... hehehe...

End of my boring life..

Sunday, January 08, 2006

First week of 2006

Yesterday was my last day at work.... had a small lunch gathering with some of my closest collegues which include Shiwei, Thomas, Tim, June, Lay Yong etc in the office on Thurs. Did Delifrance catering, Canadian Pizza delivery and me and Ms Teo went out to get drinks, paper plates, plastic forks and a cake to celebrate Sharifah's birthday at the same time. The gathering was nice and happy... hehehe... Although I think I wasn't a very good host really.. hehehe... too much ppl for me to entertain.. lost focus...

Then Fri I was busy trying to clear all my barang barang from the office. Two bouquets of flowers, lots of soft toys which include a teddy bear from Ms Teo for Christmas and a pair of Piglet slippers from Sharifah plus all my food stuffs which I have stocked up after half a year. Also trying to clear my work and emails to make sure no backlogs was left behind for Ms Teo and Sharifah... not very sure if I have cleared all though because too much cases... some I dun even remember what are them abt... But at least most of them have been cleared I guess.. Dear dear came and fetched me off work... because first it was raining secondly he know I have lots of barang barangs to carry...

Today I have my first taste of freedom.. hehehe.. offically declared jobless.. hahaha.. me and dear we went gai gai again.. went to visit my ex staffs at Bugis Delifrance... went to the Guan Yin temple at Bugis to pray pray because Darling just got his X9 bike today!!! hehehe... pray pray that he will be safe and sound... Then we walked walked around Bugis for a while..went to eat Dear's favourite food... then went down to Suntec continue walk walk... then went down to Lawrence's Bistro Delifrance store for some chit chat plus coffee and tea.. hehehe... wanted to have desserts but I guess me and dear are too full from our dunno lunch or dinner at Bugis...

Dear planning to get a raincoat and a helmet for me so that I can ride on his bike.. hmmm... I promised myself ever since my closest god-kor kor died in a moterbike accident a few years ago that I will never sit on a bike again... got a phobia of bikes just like someone being scared of water after nearly drowning before.... after that accident I think bikes are so so so unsafe... I mean yah I am woried abt my dear riding a bike too.. but first he loves bikes, secondly he need a better and more efficient transport to work... so haiz... got to let him get the bike... but me myself riding on it... eh.... I think I still need some time to convince myself that... I think my god kor kor from Heaven above will sure keep a watch out for me... I think i will make myself look funni also considering I haven't ride a bike for so long... OMG.. and I hate riding bikes on rainy days becoz I hate wearing the toopidz raincoat which makes me look like a clown.... OMG can't think abt it...

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Simple Things In Life

Humans sometimes got to learn to be contented with the simple things in life... Yes money is very important in the Singapore society, you can't basically live in this world without money but it is not the most important thing in this world I suddenly realise... there are so many things that money can never buy.. like true love, laughter etc... there are thousands of millionaires or billionaires out in this world... they have the biggest landed properties, nice houses overlooking magnificant views, all the diamonds they ever wanted, the branded goods, the fame, best holidays, private islands, nice penthouse offices etc... but they may still lack the most basic and simple things in life like love and laughter... half the times they are stressed over work... or even buried in work.. people are frenz with them because of their money not because they truly like them as a frenz... they might even have lost the word laughter or smile in their dictionary.... how pathetic can it be? Yet they have all the things that thousands and millions of people are chasing after.... I too wanted the best things in life, nice holidays etc.. but I dun think I will ever give up anything in exchange for it because it is not worth it... Buddhism taught us that in this world, in this life, we come into this world with nothing... and we will leave with nothing... there is nothing in this life that is precious that we can hold on to... but I hold on to some of the precious things to me in life.. my family, my relationships, my frenz and my life... other than that.. nothing is that important anymore...

I have a frenz who ask me to join his company in the hopes of making more money so I can live a better life... probably own a car, stay in a condo, go for expensive luxurious holidays... I admit I was tempted at the first thought of it.. but come to think abt it.. do I need it? I am happy with what I have now... yes humans are always greedy... but I am happy with what I have and I am contented with it...my deary boyfrenz, my family and frenz... and I surely wun go against my own principles in sales to achieve my targets giving up precious relationship with frenz and family members just to achieve my own goals in life..... afterall frenz and family will always be there for U.. money U can always do with less of it...

Rich people might have the biggest parties in the hippest disco or pub in town with all the famous celebrities and people attending it in branded gowns and sparkling jewellery... but I am contented and happy drinking with my group of frenz at a chalet with no special countdown or fireworks.. just laughter accompanied by the hugs and kisses of my beloved deary plus the gentle touch of his arms around me.. what else can I ask for..

New Year 01.01.06

Yippess!!! Welcome to year 2006. Let hope this year will be a better year for all.... heehe... and especially for me of coz... hehehe

31th December 2005
Went over to dear dear's place in the afternoon after finishing some household chores at home.... dear dear walked over from his place to pick me up... hehehe.. I was taking a leisurely walk over, he called me on my mobile and I didn't hear.. hehehe... but anyway we met up and went up to his place... lazed in the bed the entire afternoon eating jelly beans and watching boring TV shows.. hehehe.. then we took a short nap and the next thing u know we woke up around 7pm.. then dear went shower while we waited for JX to give us confirmation on our tiuz.. at first supposed to go over to Litque's chalet at Chervons then we decided to go to Cosy Bay instead... then Litque called us and told us that there was quite little people at the chalet so we decided to go down and support him.. hehehe.. but first we picked up Alex at blk 17, then Wenlin at Sembanwang then we headed to Blk 925 Yishun to meet Junxian, Ah Xiong and Jinlong for dinner.. Then Wenlin ordered beer.. then all started drinking le.. haiz...in the end we had 4 bottles of beer in total at the coffeeshop.. hahha.. then after dinner.. we drove down to Chervons with two bikes following behind us... hehehe... becoz we are leading the way...

Reached Chervons le at around 10+.. quite late le... played around with the kids, watched TV for a while.. took a walk around the place... actually we are looking for a place to drink some more.. hehehe.. then me, dear and Wenlin drove out to 7-11 to get some mixers for Volka.. we got coke, green tea and 7up.. hehe.. then drove back and we started drinking... yippess.. hehehe.. at first just drink no game.. then Junxian suggested we play "Zhong Ji Min Ma" so we got the game rolling.. so funni... then we shifted outside becoz got Zhiwei's baby sleeping in the chalet.. then we continued the game. By that time, Wenlin is already half drunk and when someone is drunk... everything get funni.. hahahaha.. then we left the chalet at abt 3am in the mrning.. luckily dear still can drive and we didn't kana any roadblocks on our way back.. hehehe..then we got back to dear's place and slept until 12noon this afternoon.. hehehe...

Final conclusion.. it is a nice start for the year 2006.Some nice photos to share..

Alcohol and more alcohol over the New Year!



Me & my darling 1st full length photo..


Darling trying to act dao...


Nice one... hehehe... love his smile


A nice photo underneath a blur image


Last one!!!